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§§...§§§.. all  i want is eternal  bliss? ----- all §§§.....§.
§§§..§.§§. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then §.§§......
§.§§...§§§ sleep.   -----  all  i  want  is  to  be ..§§§.....
..§§§..§.§ strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and ..§.§§....
..§.§§...§ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ....§§§...
....§§§..§ -----   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes ....§.§§..
....§.§§.. -----  i'm  on an  astral  plane, slowly §.....§§§.
......§§§. sinking  into the  earth's embrace ----- .§....§.§§
§.....§.§§ the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ----- ..§.....§§
§§......§§ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ...§....§.
§§§.....§. rain -----  eyelids closing ----- all  i ....§.....
§.§§...... want  is to be strapped to a chair,  and §....§....
..§§§..... have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me .§....§...
..§.§§.... -----  i  want to be healed by  an angel ..§....§..
....§§§... or                a                demon §..§....§.
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