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=-~,,,,,,, all  i want is eternal bliss? -----  all ,,,,,,,~-=
*=-~,,,,,, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,,,,,,~-=*
&*=-~,,,,, sleep.   -----  all  i  want  is  to  be ,,,,,~-=*&
£&*=-~,,,, strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and ,,,,~-=*&£
#£&*=-~,,, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,,,~-=*&£#
##£&*=-~,, -----  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes ,,~-=*&£##
###£&*=-~, -----  i'm  on an  astral plane,  slowly ,~-=*&£###
##£&*=-~,, sinking into the  earth's embrace  ----- ,,~-=*&£##
#£&*=-~,,, the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ----- ,,,~-=*&£#
£&*=-~,,,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,,,,~-=*&£
&*=-~,,,,, rain -----  eyelids  closing ----- all i ,,,,,~-=*&
*=-~,,,,,, want is to  be strapped  to a chair, and ,,,,,,~-=*
=-~,,,,,,, have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me ,,,,,,,~-=
-~,,,,,,,, ----- i  want to be healed  by  an angel ,,,,,,,,~-
~,,,,,,,,, or                a                demon ,,,,,,,,,~
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