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.......... all  i want is eternal  bliss? ===== all ..........
.......... i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ..........
.......... sleep.   =====  all  i  want  is  to  be ..........
.........- strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and -.........
........-= injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. =-........
.......-=* =====  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes *=-.......
......-=*† =====  i'm on  an  astral  plane, slowly †*=-......
.....-=*†$ sinking into the  earth's embrace  ===== $†*=-.....
....-=*†$§ the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ===== §$†*=-....
...-=*†$§¶ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ¶§$†*=-...
..-=*†$§¶# rain =====  eyelids closing ===== all  i #¶§$†*=-..
.-=*†$§¶## want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and ##¶§$†*=-.
..-=*†$§¶# have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me #¶§$†*=-..
...-=*†$§¶ ===== i  want  to be  healed by an angel ¶§$†*=-...
....-=*†$§ or                a                demon §$†*=-....
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