,,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,#,,
########## ,#####,,,#
########## ,,###,,#,,
,######### ,,,#,,,,,,
,,######## ##,,,#####
,,,####### @ $ , @ $ , @ $ lying @ $ , @ $ , @ $ , #,,#,,###,
##,,###### @ $ , in my room, @ $ , ,,,,,,,#,,
,,,,,##### @ arms flopped over the edge of the bed. ######,,,,
####,,#### @ $ , something poking my left hand, #####,,###
###,,,,##, @ $ , something slimy, ####,,,,##
##,,##,,,, @ $ , slithering around the fingers, ###,,##,,#
#,,,,,,##, @ $ , up the arm. @ $ , ##,,,,,,,,
,,####,,,, is it drug-fueled apathy? @ $ , ,,,######,
#,,##,,##, @ $ , i don't move the arm. ##,,####,,
,,,,,,,,,, @ $ , @ $ , @ $ , ,,,,,##,,,
########## whatever it is that's tasting me, @ $ , ####,,,,##
########## it moves further up, @ $ , ,##,,##,,#
########## reaches the armpit. @ $ , ,,,,,,,,,,
,######### i turn my head toward it. @ $ , #########,
,,#######, @ $ , looks like seagrass. ########,,
#,,#####,, @ $ , it's kinda cute. @ $ , ,######,,#
,,,,###,,# @ $ , @ $ , @ $ , ,,####,,,,
###,,#,,,, @ $ , once it's up my neck and on my ,,,##,,###
##,,,,,### face, i bite it. @ $ , ##,,,,,,##
#,,###,,## @ $ , the texture is like that of a ,,,####,,#
,,,,#,,,,# juicy @ $ , grape, ##,,##,,,,
###,,,##,, @ $ , and the squish tastes like sweet ,,,,,,,###
##,,#,,,,, @ $ , @ $ , cucumber. , ######,,##
#,,,,,#### @ $ , it's very good. @ $ , and i @ $ , ,####,,,,#
,,###,,### suck more of it in. @ $ , ,,##,,##,,
#,,#,,,,## @ $ , chew it. @ $ , ,,,,,,,,,#
,,,,,##,,# @ $ , the seagrass doesn't seem to mind. ########,,
####,,,,,, @ $ , @ $ , @ $ , #######,,#
###,,##### $ = apathy gone, i sit up. $ = ######,,,,
,#,,,,#### $ = the tendrils are stuck under $ = ,####,,##,
,,,##,,##, $ = my shirt, $ = entering by the arm ,,##,,,,,,
##,,,,,,,, and exiting through the collar. $ = ,,,,,#####
#,,######, $ = this makes it hard for me to push ####,,####
,,,,####,, more of it in my mouth. $ = ###,,,,###
,##,,##,,# $ = i make to remove the shirt, but the ##,,##,,#,
,,,,,,,,,, seagrass finally protests when i try to ,,,,,,,,,,
########## move my left arm. $ = ##########
########## $ = so - eating it is ok, $ = ##########
########## $ = $ = moving it is not. $ = $ = ##########
########## ##########
########## ##########
########## ##########
########## ##########
########## ##########