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,&&,,,,&&, THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &&,,,,&&&,
,&,&,,,&,& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &,&,,,&,,&
&&&&&,,&&& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&&&,,&&,&
,,,,,&,&,, ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &,,,&,&,&&
&,,,,&&&&, ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE ,&,,&&&&&,
&&,,,&,,,& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &&&,&,,,,&
,,&,,&&,,& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &,,&&&,,,&
&,&&,&,&,& KEPT ME AWAY. &&,&,,&,,&
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&&,&&,,,,, WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &&&,,&&,&&
,,&&,&,,,, HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST ,,,&,&,&&,
,,&,&&&,,, ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN ,,,&&&&&,&
&,&&&,,&,, ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &,,&,,,,&&
,&&,,&,&&, THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND ,&,&&,,,&,
,&,&,&&&,& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &&&&,&,,&&
&&&&&&,,&& BLUEBERRIES. ,,,,&&&,&,
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,&,,,,&&&& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ,,,,&&,&,,
,&&,,,&,,, NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE ,,,,&,&&&,
,&,&,,&&,, SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &,,,&&&,,&
&&&&&,&,&, DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY ,&,,&,,&,&
,,,,,&&&&& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD ,&&,&&,&&&
&,,,,&,,,, STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON ,&,&&,&&,,
&&,,,&&,,, BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ,&&&,&&,&,
&,&,,&,&,, ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND ,&,,&&,&&&
,&&&,&&&&, THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY ,&&,&,&&,,
,&,,&&,,,& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. ,&,&&&&,&,
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&&,&&&&&,& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ,&,,&,,&,,
&,&&,,,,&& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &&&,&&,&&,
&&&,&,,,&, BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED ,,,&&,&&,&
,,,&&&,,&& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &,,&,&&,&&
&,,&,,&,&, FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS ,&,&&&,&&,
&&,&&,&&&& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &&&&,,&&,&
,,&&,&&,,, IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ,,,,&,&,&&
&,&,&&,&,, UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ,,,,&&&&&,
&&&&&,&&&, AWAY. ,,,,&,,,,&
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&,,,,&,&,& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ,&,,&,&,,&
,&,,,&&&&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ,&&,&&&&,&
&&&,,&,,,, FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T ,&,&&,,,&&
,,,&,&&,,, REMEMBER. ,&&&,&,,&,
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&,,&,,&&&, CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &&&,&,,&&,
&&,&&,&,,& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ,,,&&&,&,&
,,&&,&&&,& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &,,&,,&&&&
&,&,&&,,&& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH ,&,&&,&,,,
&&&&&,&,&, THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &&&&,&&&,,
&,,,,&&&&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &,,,&&,,&,
&&,,,&,,,, GROUND ITSELF. ,&,,&,&,&&
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,,&&,&,&,, SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ,&,&&,,,,&
&,&,&&&&&, NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I ,&&&,&,,,&
,&&&&,,,,& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, ,&,,&&&,,&
&&,,,&,,,& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &&&,&,,&,&
,,&,,&&,,& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &,,&&&,&&&
&,&&,&,&,& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ,&,&,,&&,,
&&&,&&&&&& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ,&&&&,&,&,
&,,&&,,,,, FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ,&,,,&&&&&
,&,&,&,,,, FORK. ,&&,,&,,,,
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,&,,,,,&,, AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. ,&&&&&,&,,
,&&,,,,&&, THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&,,,,&&&,
,&,&,,,&,& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &,&,,,&,,&
&&&&&,,&&& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&&&,,&&,&
,,,,,&,&,, OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &,,,&,&,&&
&,,,,&&&&, ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD ,&,,&&&&&,
&&,,,&,,,& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &&&,&,,,,&
,,&,,&&,,& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &,,&&&,,,&
&,&&,&,&,& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &&,&,,&,,&
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,,&,&&&,,, ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN ,,,&&&&&,&
&,&&&,,&,, BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &,,&,,,,&&
,&&,,&,&&, ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO ,&,&&,,,&,
,&,&,&&&,& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &&&&,&,,&&
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