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,#,,,,###, now, usually  i feel  good (maybe?), but ,##,,,,,,,
,,#,,,#,## this  time of confusion  also  leads  to ,###,,,,,,
,,,#,,,,## all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i ,#,##,,,,,
,,,,#,,,#, was  being  bothered  by something in  a ,,,###,,,,
,,,,,#,,,, song or  movie  or book, so i think, how ,,,#,##,,,
,,,,,,#,,, would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ,,,,,###,,
,,,,,,,#,, purpose  of this  process, what  does it ,,,,,#,##,
,,,,,,,,#, consist of...?  and through the  process #,,,,,,###
#,,,,,,,,# more  and more  pieces  falls off  until ,#,,,,,#,#
##,,,,,,,,     i'm standing there with nothing.     ,,#,,,,,,#
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,###,,,,,, reductionist hell -                      ,#,,#,,,,,
,#,##,,,,, i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ,,#,,#,,,,
,,,###,,,, bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ,,,#,,#,,,
,,,#,##,,, abstract they are, the things, until     #,,,#,,#,,
,,,,,###,, they cease to be things at all           ,#,,,#,,#,
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#,,,,,,### are we just stacked triangles? there is  #,,#,,,#,,
,#,,,,,#,# nothing i can do with triangles. they    ,#,,#,,,#,
,,#,,,,,,# can not shelter me in any meaningful     ,,#,,#,,,#
#,,#,,,,,# sense.                                   #,,#,,#,,,
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,,#,,#,,,, and when i can't even anchor myself,     ,##,,#,,#,
,,,#,,#,,, when i am nothing but the question, it   ,###,,#,,#
#,,,#,,#,, feels like it can all slip through my    ,#,##,,#,,
,#,,,#,,#, fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ,,,###,,#,
,,#,,,#,,# was after that.                          #,,#,##,,#
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