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#$$$†.¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨.†$$$#
####$§†«.¨ now, usually i feel  good (maybe?),  but ¨.«†§$####
###§†††«.¨ this time  of confusion  also  leads  to ¨.«†††§###
##$§§†«¨¨¨ all  analyzes ending  in  "useless" -  i ¨¨¨«†§§$##
#$†«.¨¨¨¨¨ was  being bothered by  something  in  a ¨¨¨¨¨.«†$#
####$§†«.¨ song or movie or  book,  so i think, how ¨.«†§$####
####$§†«.¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨.«†§$####
#§§§««¨¨¨¨ purpose of this  process,  what does  it ¨¨¨¨««§§§#
#$†««¨¨¨¨¨ consist of...?  and through the  process ¨¨¨¨¨««†$#
####$§†«.¨ more and  more  pieces falls  off  until ¨.«†§$####
#§†«.¨¨¨¨¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨¨¨.«†§#
#$§†«.¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨.«†§$#
####$§†«.¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨.«†§$####
####$§†«.¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨.«†§$####
###§†.¨¨¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨¨.†§###
#§«.¨¨¨¨¨¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨¨¨¨¨¨.«§#
####$§†«.¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨.«†§$####
####$§†«.¨                                          ¨.«†§$####
####$§†«.¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨.«†§$####
###§†«.¨¨¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨¨¨.«†§###
###$§§†«.¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨.«†§§$###
##$†«..¨¨¨ sense.                                   ¨¨¨..«†$##
####$§†«.¨                                          ¨.«†§$####
#$†«..¨¨¨¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨..«†$#
##$†«..¨¨¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨¨¨..«†$##
##$†††.¨¨¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨.†††$##
#$§§†.¨¨¨¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨¨.†§§$#
#$§««.¨¨¨¨ was after that.                          ¨¨¨¨.««§$#
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