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,,@,,@,@,@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @,,@,@@,,@
,@@,@@@@@@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @,@@@,@,@@
@,@@,,,,,@   rolling by. something is weird, but -  @@,,@@@@,@
@@,@,,,,@@ the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,@,@,,,@@,
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@,@@,@,@,@ =    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    = ,,@@@,,@@,
@@,@@@@@@, =    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   = ,@,,@,@,@@
,@@,,,,,@@ ======================================== @@,@@@@@,,
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@@@,,,@@@,    yes, this was earlier today. some     @,@,,,@@,@
,,@,,@,,@,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @@@,,@,@@,
,@@,@@,@@,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,,@,@@@,@,
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@@,@@,@@,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  @,,@,@,,@@
,@@,@@,@,@ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  @,@@@@,@,,
@,@@,@@@@,    the sky again, through the kitchen    @@,,,@@@,,
@@,@@,,,@,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,@,,@,,@,@
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@,@@@,@,@@ ======================================== ,@@,@@,,@,
@@,,@@@@,, =    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    = @,@@,@,@@@
,@,@,,,@,@ =     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    = @@,@@@@,,,
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,,@@@@,@,@      i can't remember why this was       @@@,@,@,@@
,@,,,@@@@, important. it's just another thing that  ,,@@@@@@,@
@@,,@,,,@@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,@,,,,,@@@
,@,@@,,@,,    those and i like not thinking about   @@,,,,@,,,
@@@,@,@@,@              them as much.               ,@,,,@@,,,
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,@,,,@@,,@ ======================================== ,@,@@@@,@@
@@,,@,@,@@ = THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, = @@@,,,@@,@
,@,@@@@@,, =   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   = ,,@,,@,@@,
@@@,,,,@,@ ======================================== ,@@,@@@,@,
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,@@,,@,,,@     right. this was after the light,     @@,@,@,,,@
@,@,@@,,@,                 probably.                ,@@@@@,,@@
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