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,,&,,,&,&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,&&,,,&&&
&,,&,,,,&&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,&&&,,&,&
&&,,&,,,&,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,&,&&,,,&
,&&,,&,,,,  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,,,,&&&,,&
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,&,&&,,&,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,,,&&&,
,,,&&&,,&, %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % ,,,,,,&,&&
&,,&,&&,,& %    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   % &,,,,,,,&&
&&,,,&&&,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,&,,,,,,&,
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&,&&,,,&&&    yes, this was earlier today. some     &,,&,,,,,,
,,&&&,,&,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&,,&,,,,,
,,&,&&,,,&    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,,&,,&,,,,
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,,,,&,&&,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,,,&,,&,,
,,,,,,&&&,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &,,,,&,,&,
,,,,,,&,&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,&,,,,&,,&
&,,,,,,,&&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,&,,,,&,,
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,,&,,,,,,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,&,,,,&
&,,&,,,,,, %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % ,,,,,&,,,,
,&,,&,,,,, %    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     % &,,,,,&,,,
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,,,,&,,&,,      i can't remember why this was       &,&&,,,,,&
&,,,,&,,&, important. it's just another thing that  ,,&&&,,,,,
,&,,,,&,,&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,&,&&,,,,
,,&,,,,&,,    those and i like not thinking about   &,,,&&&,,,
,,,&,,,,&,               them as much.              &&,,&,&&,,
,,,,&,,,,&                                          ,&&,,,&&&,
,,,,,&,,,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,&&&,,&,&&
&,,,,,&,,, % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % ,&,&&,,,&&
&&,,,,,&,, %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % ,,,&&&,,&,
&&&,,,,,&, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&,&&,,,
&,&&,,,,,&                                          &,,,,&&&,,
,,&&&,,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,&,,,&,&&,
,,&,&&,,,,                 probably.                ,,&,,,,&&&
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