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.........=   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   =.........
........=\   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   \=........
.......=\†  rolling by. something is weird, but -   †\=.......
......=\†@ the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  @†\=......
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....=\†@## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ##@†\=....
...=\†@### †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † ###@†\=...
..=\†@#### †    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   † ####@†\=..
...=\†@### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ###@†\=...
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.....=\†@#    yes, this was earlier today. some     #@†\=.....
......=\†@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @†\=......
.......=\†   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    †\=.......
........=\                                          \=........
.........=  inside now. i forget the time easily.   =.........
..........  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ..........
..........    the sky again, through the kitchen    ..........
..........   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ..........
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.......... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..........
.......... †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ..........
.......... †    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    † ..........
.......... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..........
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..........      i can't remember why this was       ..........
..........  important. it's just another thing that ..........
.........=  used to stress me. there were a lot of  =.........
........=\    those and i like not thinking about   \=........
.......=\†              them as much.               †\=.......
......=\†@                                          @†\=......
.....=\†@# †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† #@†\=.....
....=\†@## † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ##@†\=....
...=\†@### †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † ###@†\=...
..=\†@#### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ####@†\=..
...=\†@###                                          ###@†\=...
....=\†@##     right. this was after the light,     ##@†\=....
.....=\†@#                 probably.                #@†\=.....
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