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,,&&,,,,&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,,,,&,,&&
,,,,,&&,,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,&&,,,,,,
&&&&,,,,&&   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,,,,&&&&&
&&&,,&&,,&  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &&&&,,&&&&
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&,,&&&&&&, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,,,&&,,&&
,,,,&&&&,, †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † &&&,,,,,,&
,&&,,&&,,& †    LIGHT    IN    THE   BATHROOM.    † &&,,&&&&,,
,,,,,,,,,, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &,,,,&&,,&
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,,&&&&&&,,     yes, this was earlier today. some    &,,,,&&&&&
,,,&&&&,,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,&&,,&&&,
&&,,&&,,,,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &,,,,,,&,,
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&&&&&&,,&&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &,,&&,,&&&
&&&&&,,,,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,,,,,,,&&
&&&&,,&&&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,&&&&&&,,&
&&&,,,,&&&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,&&&&,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &&,,,,,,,,
&&&&&&&&&& †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † &,,&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&, †    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     † ,,,,&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&,, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,&&,,&&&&&
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&&&&&&,,,,       i can't remember why this was      ,&&&&,,&&&
&&&&&,,&&,  important. it's just another thing that ,,&&,,,,&&
&&&&,,,,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,,,&&,,&
&&&,,&&&&,    those and i like not thinking about   &&&&,,,,,,
,&,,,,&&,,               them as much.              ,&&,,&&&&,
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&&,,,,&&&& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,&&&&,,,,&
&,,&&,,&&, † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ,,&&,,&&,,
,,,,,,,,,, †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&&&&&&&& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &&&&&&&&&&
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&&&&&&&&&&     right. this was after the light,     &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&&                probably.                 &&&&&&&&&&
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