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..........   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ..........
..........   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ..........
..........   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ..........
.......... the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ..........
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.......... *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ..........
.........^ *    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * ^.........
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......^~†*    yes, this was earlier today. some     *†~^......
.....^~†*&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &*†~^.....
....^~†*&§    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   §&*†~^....
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..^~†*&§##   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ##§&*†~^..
.^~†*&§###  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ###§&*†~^.
..^~†*&§##    the sky again, through the kitchen    ##§&*†~^..
...^~†*&§#   window. why am i looking at the sky?   #§&*†~^...
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......^~†* *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * *†~^......
.......^~† *    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    * †~^.......
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..........       i can't remember why this was      ..........
.......... important. it's just another thing that  ..........
..........  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ..........
..........   those and i like not thinking about    ..........
..........              them as much.               ..........
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.........^ * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ^.........
........^~ *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * ~^........
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.....^~†*&     right. this was after the light,     &*†~^.....
....^~†*&§                 probably.                §&*†~^....
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