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@,@,@,@,@@                                          @,@@,@,@,@
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@,@,@,@,@@                                          @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@                                          @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@   rolling by. something is weird, but -  @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@                                          @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ ^    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    ^ @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@                                          @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@     yes, this was earlier today. some    @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@                                          @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@   inside now. i forget the time easily.  @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@    the sky again, through the kitchen    @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@                                          @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ ^     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    ^ @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@                                          @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@       i can't remember why this was      @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@  important. it's just another thing that @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@   those and i like not thinking about    @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@               them as much.              @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@                                          @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@                                          @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@     right. this was after the light,     @,,@,@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@                probably.                 @,@@,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@                                          @,,@,@,@,,
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