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,@,@,@,@,@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,@@,,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    † ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,@,@@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,,@,@@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,@@,,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     † ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,@,@@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@      i can't remember why this was       ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@  important. it's just another thing that ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@    those and i like not thinking about   ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@              them as much.               ,,@,@@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † ,,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,@@,,@,@,@
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,@,@,@,@,@     right. this was after the light,     ,@@,,@,@,@
,@,@,@,@,@                probably.                 ,,@,@@,@,@
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