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,,,,@@,@@,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @@@@,@,,,,
,,,,@,@@,@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,,,@@@,,,
,,,,@@@,@@   rolling by. something is weird, but -  @,,,@,,@,,
,,,,@,,@@,  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,@,,@@,@@,
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@,,,@,@@@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@,@@@@,@@
,@,,@@@,,, †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † @,@@,,,@@,
,@@,@,,@,, †    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   † @@@,@,,@,@
@@,@@@,@@, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,,@@@,@@@
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,,@,@,@,@@    yes, this was earlier today. some     @,,@@,@,@,
,,@@@@@@@,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @@,@,@@@@@
@,@,,,,,,@   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    @,@@@@,,,,
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@,,,@,,,,@   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,,@,,@@,,
@@,,@@,,,@ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  @,,@@,@,@,
@,@,@,@,,@    the sky again, through the kitchen    @@,@,@@@@@
,@@@@@@@,@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,@@@@,,,,
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,@@,,,,,@, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@,@,,@@,,
,@,@,,,,@@ †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ,,@@@,@,@,
,@@@@,,,@, †    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     † @,@,,@@@@@
@@,,,@,,@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,@@@,@,,,,
@,@,,@@,@,                                          @@,,@@@,,,
@@@@,@,@@@      i can't remember why this was       ,,@,@,,@,,
@,,,@@@@,,  important. it's just another thing that @,@@@@,@@,
@@,,@,,,@,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @@@,,,@@,@
,,@,@@,,@@   those and i like not thinking about    ,,,@,,@,@@
@,@@@,@,@,               them as much.              ,,,@@,@@@,
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,,,@,@,,,, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,,@@@,@,@
@,,@@@@,,, † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † @,,@,,@@@@
,@,@,,,@,, †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † @@,@@,@,,,
,@@@@,,@@, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,@@,@@@,,
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,@@,,@@@@@     right. this was after the light,     ,,@@@,@,@@
@@,@,@,,,,                probably.                 @,@,,@@@@,
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