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,,&&&&&,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,&&,,&&,,
&,,&&&,,&&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,,,,,,,,&
,,,,&,,,,&  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &&&&&&&&,,
&&&,,,&&,, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &&&&&&&,,&
&&,,&,,,,,                                          ,&&&&&,,,,
,,,,,,&&&& $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,&&&,,&&,
&&&&&,,&&& $    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    $ ,,,&,,,,,,
,&&&,,,,&& $    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   $ &&,,,&&&&,
,,&,,&&,,& $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,,&,,&&,,
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,,&&&&&&&&    yes, this was earlier today. some     &&&&&&&&,,
&,,&&&&&&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &&&&&&&,,&
,,,,&&&&&,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,&&&&&,,,,
&&&,,&&&,,                                          ,,&&&,,&&&
&&,,,,&,,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,,,&,,,,&&
&,,&&,,,&&  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &&,,,&&,,&
,,,,,,&,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,,&,,,,,,
&&&&&,,,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,,,,&&&&&
&&&&,,&&&,                                          &&&&,,&&&&
&&&,,,,&,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &&&,,,,&&&
&&,,&&,,,& $    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    $ ,&,,&&,,&&
&,,,,,,&,, $     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    $ ,,,,,,,,,&
,,&&&&,,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &&&&&&&&,,
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,,,,,,,,&,       i can't remember why this was      &&&&&&,,,,
&&&&&&&,,, important. it's just another thing that  &&&&&,,&&&
&&&&&&,,&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &&&&,,,,&&
&&&&&,,,,&   those and i like not thinking about    &&&,,&&,,&
&&&&,,&&,,              them as much.               ,&,,,,,,,,
,&&,,,,,,&                                          ,,,&&&&&&,
,,,,&&&&,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &&,,&&&&,,
&&&,,&&,,, $ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, $ &,,,,&&,,&
&&,,,,,,&& $   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   $ ,,&&,,,,,,
,,,&&&&,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,,,,&&&&,
&&,,&&,,&&                                          ,,&&,,&&,,
,,,,,,,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&&&&&&&&                 probably.                &&&&&&&&&&
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