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&,&,&,&,,& on the balcony. i'm watching myself. &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& i'm watching the sky. the clouds are &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& rolling by. something is weird, but - &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& ^ I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE ^ &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ^ LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. ^ &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& yes, this was earlier today. some &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& it doesn't worry me anymore though. &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& inside now. i forget the time easily. &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& the sky again, through the kitchen &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& window. why am i looking at the sky? &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& ^ I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS ^ &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ^ FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. ^ &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& i can't remember why this was &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& important. it's just another thing that &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& used to stress me. there were a lot of &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& those and i like not thinking about &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& them as much. &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& ^ PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. ^ &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,,&,&&,
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&,&,&,&,&& right. this was after the light, &,&,,&,&&,
&,&,&,&,,& probably. &,&,&&,,&,
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