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,&&,&,,,&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &&,&&,,&,&
&&,&&&,,&,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,&&,&,&&&
,,&&,,&,&&  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &&&,&&&&,,
,,&,&,&&&, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,,&&,,,&,
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&,&,,,,&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&&&&&&,&,
&&&&,,,&&& ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ ,,,,,,,&&&
,,,,&,,&,, ^    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   ^ &,,,,,,&,,
,,,,&&,&&, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&,,,,,&&,
,,,,&,&&,&                                          &,&,,,,&,&
&,,,&&&,&&    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,&&&,,,&&&
,&,,&,,&&,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&,,&,,&,,
,&&,&&,&,&    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,&&,&&,&&,
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&&&&,&&,,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,&&,&&,&&
,,,,&&,&,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,&,&&,&&,
,,,,&,&&&,    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,&&&,&&,&
&,,,&&&,,&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,&&,,&&,&&
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,&&,&&,&&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,&&&&&&&,&
&&,&&,&&,, ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ &&,,,,,,&&
,,&&,&&,&, ^     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     ^ ,,&,,,,,&,
,,&,&&,&&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,&&,,,,&&
&,&&&,&&,,                                          ,,&,&,,,&,
&&&,,&&,&,      i can't remember why this was       &,&&&&,,&&
,,,&,&,&&&  important. it's just another thing that &&&,,,&,&,
,,,&&&&&,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,&,,&&&&
&,,&,,,,&,   those and i like not thinking about    &,,&&,&,,,
&&,&&,,,&&               them as much.              &&,&,&&&,,
&,&&,&,,&,                                          ,,&&&&,,&,
&&&,&&&,&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,,,&,&&
,,,&&,,&&, ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ &&&&,,&&&,
,,,&,&,&,& ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ &,,,&,&,,&
&,,&&&&&&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,&,,&&&&,&
,&,&,,,,,,                                          &&&,&,,,&&
&&&&&,,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,,,&&&,,&,
&,,,,&,,,,                 probably.                &,,&,,&,&&
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