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,&&,,&&,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,&&&,&&&,&
&&,&,&,&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &&,,&&,,&&
,,&&&&&&&,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &,&,&,&,&,
,,&,,,,,,&  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &&&&&&&&&&
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&&&,&,,,,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,,,,,,,
&,,&&&,,,& %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % ,,,,,,,,,,
&&,&,,&,,& %    LIGHT    IN    THE   BATHROOM.    % &,,,,,,,,,
&,&&&,&&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&,,,,,,,,
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&,,&,&,&&,     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,&&&,,,,,,
&&,&&&&&,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &&,,&,,,,,
&,&&,,,,&&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,,&,&&,,,,
&&&,&,,,&,                                          &,&&&,&,,,
&,,&&&,,&&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,&&,,&&&,,
&&,&,,&,&, the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&&,&&&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,&&&&&&,&&
,&&,,&&,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &&,,,,,&&,
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&&&&&&&&&, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,&&&,,,&&&
,,,,,,,,,& %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % &&,,&,,&,,
,,,,,,,,,& %    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     % ,,&,&&,&&,
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,&,,,,,,,&      i can't remember why this was       ,,&&,&,&&,
,&&,,,,,,& important. it's just another thing that  ,,&,&&&&,&
&&,&,,,,,&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &,&&&,,,&&
,,&&&,,,,&   those and i like not thinking about    &&&,,&,,&,
,,&,,&,,,&              them as much.               ,,,&,&&,&&
&,&&,&&,,&                                          ,,,&&&,&&,
&&&,&&,&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &,,&,,&&,&
,,,&&,&&&& % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % ,&,&&,&,&&
&,,&,&&,,, %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % &&&&,&&&&,
&&,&&&,&,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &,,,&&,,,&
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&,&,&,&,,&     right. this was after the light,     ,&&,&&&&,&
,&&&&&&&,&                probably.                 &&,&&,,,&&
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