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,@,,,@,,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @,,@,@,,,@
@@,,@@,,,@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @,@@@@,,@@
,@,@,@,,@,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  @@,,,@,@,,
@@@@@@,@@,  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,@,,@@@@,,
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,,,,@,@@@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,@@@,,@@@@
,,,@@@,,,, †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † @,,@,@,,,@
,,@,,@,,,, †   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    † @,@@@@,,@@
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@@,@@@,@@,     yes, this was earlier today. some    @@,@,,,,,,
,@@,,@@,@@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,@@@,,,,,@
@,@,@,@@,,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   @,,@,,,,@@
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,,,,,@@@@,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  @@,@,,@@,@
,,,,@,,,@@  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,@@@,@,@@@
,,,@@,,@,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    @,,@@@@,,@
,,@,@,@@,@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,@,,,@,@@
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@,,,,@@,@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,@,@,,@@@
@,,,@,@@,@ †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ,@@@@,@,,,
@,,@@@,@@, †    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     † @,,,@@@,,@
@,@,,@@,@, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @,,@,,@,@,
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,,@@@@,,,,       i can't remember why this was      @@,@@,,,,,
,@,,,@,,,@ important. it's just another thing that  ,@@,@,,,,,
@@,,@@,,@,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @,@@@,,,,,
,@,@,@,@@,   those and i like not thinking about    @@,,@,,,,@
@@@@@@@,@@              them as much.               ,@,@@,,,@@
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,,,,,@,@,@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,@@@,@@,,
,,,,@@@@@, † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ,@,,@@,@,,
,,,@,,,,@, †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † @@,@,@@@,,
,,@@,,,@@, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,@@@@,,@,,
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@@@@,@@@,,     right. this was after the light,     @,,@@@,@,,
,,,@@,,@,@                probably.                 @,@,,@@@,@
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