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,,,,:~;§¤¤ i was thinking to stop doing ¤¤§;~:,,,,
,,,,,:~;§¤ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¤§;~:,,,,,
,,,,,,:~;§ do not know how useful they have been §;~:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:~; anyway? i get so tense when i take ;~:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:~ them, the last few times at least, and ~:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: there are plenty of side effects that i :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, really do not like, and there will be ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, associations with these mini-anxiety ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, attacks with random things that i ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, happen to see... for example, for a ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, long time i could not see a certain ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, kind of leaf without getting anxious ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: seasons this way. :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,:~;§¤ hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¤§;~:,,,,,
,,,,:~;§¤¤ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¤¤§;~:,,,,
,,,:~;§¤¤# the eyes, and sometimes stuff is #¤¤§;~:,,,
,,:~;§¤¤## breathing now, they did not do it ##¤¤§;~:,,
,:~;§¤¤### before. but maybe i just drank too much ###¤¤§;~:,
,,:~;§¤¤## coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ##¤¤§;~:,,
,,,:~;§¤¤# these things up. #¤¤§;~:,,,
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,,,,,,:~;§ §;~:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:~; it comes to me sometimes that shit, ;~:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:~ what a load of concepts this "reality" ~:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: consists of, and how vague they are :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, if i do not sleep for about twenty ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, hours, it will no longer be dark when i ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, close my eyes, not actually cev's ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, though, rather just fields and motion. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: now and then i hear this sound (a real :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:~ sound (i think)), resembling some ~:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:~; "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ;~:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:~;§ and it is always unpleasant, i become §;~:,,,,,,
,,,,,:~;§¤ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¤§;~:,,,,,
,,,,:~;§¤¤ with the novelty. i hope. ¤¤§;~:,,,,
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