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........,« HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I «,........
.......,«† DO  NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN †«,.......
......,«†£ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE £†«,......
.....,«†£@ THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @£†«,.....
....,«†£@@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I @@£†«,....
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..,«†£@@@#   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #@@@£†«,..
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...,«†£@@@ LONG TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN @@@£†«,...
....,«†£@@ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS @@£†«,....
.....,«†£@ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE @£†«,.....
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..........    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ..........
........., INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,.........
........,« THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS «,........
.......,«† BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT †«,.......
......,«†£ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH £†«,......
.....,«†£@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL @£†«,.....
....,«†£@@             THESE THINGS UP.             @@£†«,....
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..,«†£@@@# IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, #@@@£†«,..
...,«†£@@@ WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" @@@£†«,...
....,«†£@@ CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE @@£†«,....
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........,« IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY «,........
........., HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ,.........
.......... CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ..........
........., THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,.........
........,« NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL «,........
.......,«†    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     †«,.......
......,«†£  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  £†«,......
.....,«†£@ AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME @£†«,.....
....,«†£@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO @@£†«,....
...,«†£@@@         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        @@@£†«,...
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