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¨.«*†$§### I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$§### HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ###§$†*«.¨
¨¨¨¨..«††§ DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN §††«..¨¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§### ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$#### THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ####$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$§### THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ###§$†*«.¨
¨¨¨¨««*†$# REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE #$†*««¨¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§###   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ###§$†*«.¨
¨¨.««*†§## ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ##§†*««.¨¨
¨.«*†$§### HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$§### LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†††§§# KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #§§†††*«.¨
¨.«*†$§### ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$§###             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ###§$†*«.¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨«†§#    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     #§†«¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§### INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ###§$†*«.¨
.«*†$§#### THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ####§$†*«.
¨.«*†$§### BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ###§$†*«.¨
¨¨¨¨¨.**$# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH #$**.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.«*$## COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##$*«.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.«†§#             THESE THINGS UP.             #§†«.¨¨¨¨¨
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¨.«*†$§§§§ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §§§§$†*«.¨
¨¨¨..«†$## WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##$†«..¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§### CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ###§$†*«.¨
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¨¨¨¨.«**$§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §$**«.¨¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§### HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ###§$†*«.¨
¨¨¨¨...*†§ CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §†*...¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.*$§§ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. §§$*.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§### NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†§####     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ####§†*«.¨
¨¨¨..«††§#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #§††«..¨¨¨
¨.«*†$§### AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$§### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO ###§$†*«.¨
¨.«*†$§###         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ###§$†*«.¨
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