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,,,,,,,,,= I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=; SEASONS THIS WAY. ;=,,,,,,,,
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,,,,=;$§## HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ##§$;=,,,,
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,,=;$§#### THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ####§$;=,,
,,,=;$§### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ###§$;=,,,
,,,,=;$§## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##§$;=,,,,
,,,,,=;$§# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #§$;=,,,,,
,,,,,,=;$§ THESE THINGS UP. §$;=,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=; "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ;=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=;$ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME $;=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=;$§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO §$;=,,,,,,
,,,,,=;$§# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #§$;=,,,,,
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