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,,@@@,@,@@ I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,@@@,,@,,@
@,@,,@@@@, HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ,@,,@,@@,@
,@@@,@,,,@ DO  NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @@@,@@@,@@
@@,,@@@,,@ ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,@@,,@@,
@,@,@,,@,@ THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ,,,@,@,@,@
,@@@@@,@@@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,,,@@@@@@@
@@,,,,@@,, REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE @,,@,,,,,,
@,@,,,@,@,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,@,@@,,,,,
@@@@,,@@@@ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I @@@@,@,,,,
@,,,@,@,,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ,,,,@@@,,,
@@,,@@@@,, LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN @,,,@,,@,,
@,@,@,,,@, KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,@,,@@,@@,
@@@@@@,,@@ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ,@@,@,@@,@
,,,,,,@,@,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,@,@@@@,@@
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@@,,,,@,,,                    »                     @@,,@,,@,@
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@,@@,,@,@,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     @,@@@,@@,,
@@@,@,@@@@ INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ,@@,,@@,@,
@,,@@@@,,, THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS @@,@,@,@@@
,@,@,,,@,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT @,@@@@@@,,
,@@@@,,@@, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @@@,,,,,@,
,@,,,@,@,@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ,,,@,,,,@@
@@@,,@@@@@             THESE THINGS UP.             @,,@@,,,@,
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,@,@@@@,,,                    »                     @,@@@@@,@,
,@@@,,,@,,                                          @@@,,,,@@@
@@,,@,,@@, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, @,,@,,,@,,
@,@,@@,@,@ WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,@,@@,,@@,
@@@@@,@@@@ CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,@@@,@,@,@
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@,@,,@,,,@ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,,,@,,,
@@@@,@@,,@ HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @,,,,,@@,,
@,,,@@,@,@ CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,@,,,,@,@,
@@,,@,@@@@ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ,@@,,,@@@@
,,@,@@@,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL ,@,@,,@,,,
,,@@@,,@,,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,@@@@,@@,,
,,@,,@,@@,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @@,,,@@,@,
,,@@,@@@,@ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,@,,@,@@@
@,@,@@,,@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT  HAS TO DO @,@@,@@@,,
@@@@@,@,@,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        @@@,@@,,@,
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