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,,,,,,^»†$ i    was   thinking   to    stop   doing $†»^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^»† hallucinogens  in the  winter  because i †»^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^» do  not know  how  useful they have been »^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^»† anyway?  i  get so  tense  when  i  take †»^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^»†$ them, the  last few times at  least, and $†»^,,,,,,
,,,,,^»†$£ there are plenty of side effects that  i £$†»^,,,,,
,,,,^»†$£@ really do  not like,  and there  will be @£$†»^,,,,
,,,^»†$£@#   associations with these mini-anxiety   #@£$†»^,,,
,,^»†$£@## attacks  with  random  things   that   i ##@£$†»^,,
,^»†$£@### happen  to see...  for  example,  for  a ###@£$†»^,
,,^»†$£@## long time  i  could  not  see  a certain ##@£$†»^,,
,,,^»†$£@# kind of  leaf  without  getting  anxious #@£$†»^,,,
,,,,^»†$£@ ... and  i should avoid to ruin  all the @£$†»^,,,,
,,,,,^»†$£            seasons this way.             £$†»^,,,,,
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,,,,,,,^»†     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    †»^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^»†$ increased  or  at  least the burn-ins in $†»^,,,,,,
,,,,,^»†$£ the  eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff   is £$†»^,,,,,
,,,,^»†$£@ breathing  now,  they  did   not  do  it @£$†»^,,,,
,,,^»†$£@# before. but maybe i just drank too  much #@£$†»^,,,
,,^»†$£@## coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all ##@£$†»^,,
,^»†$£@###             these things up.             ###@£$†»^,
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,,,,,^»†$£ it comes  to  me  sometimes  that  shit, £$†»^,,,,,
,,,,,,^»†$ what a load of concepts  this  "reality" $†»^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^»† consists  of,  and  how vague  they  are †»^,,,,,,,
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,,,,,^»†$£ if i  do  not  sleep  for  about  twenty £$†»^,,,,,
,,,,^»†$£@ hours, it will no longer be  dark when i @£$†»^,,,,
,,,^»†$£@# close  my  eyes,  not   actually   cev's #@£$†»^,,,
,,^»†$£@## though,  rather just fields and  motion. ##@£$†»^,,
,^»†$£@### now and  then i  hear this sound (a real ###@£$†»^,
,,^»†$£@##    sound (i think)), resembling some     ##@£$†»^,,
,,,^»†$£@#  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  #@£$†»^,,,
,,,,^»†$£@ and  it  is always unpleasant,  i become @£$†»^,,,,
,,,,,^»†$£ so  stressful, but i  think it has to do £$†»^,,,,,
,,,,,,^»†$         with the novelty. i hope.        $†»^,,,,,,
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