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:......... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I .........:
.......... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ..........
.......... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ..........
.......... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ..........
.......... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..........
.......... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ..........
.......... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ..........
.......... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ..........
.......... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ..........
.......... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ..........
:......... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS .........:
»:........ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ........:»
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.......... WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ..........
.......... CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ..........
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.......... IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ..........
.......... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..........
.......... CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ..........
.......... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ..........
:......... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .........:
»:........ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ........:»
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