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§§§,§,§,§, I    WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ,,§,,,§§,§
,,§§§§§§§, HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ,§§,,§,§§,
,§,,,,,,§§ DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN §,§,§§§,§,
§§,,,,,§,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §§§§,,§§§,
,§,,,,§§,§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST,  AND ,,,§,§,,§§
§§,,,§,§§, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ,,§§§§,§,§
,§,,§§§,§, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ,§,,,§§§§,
§§,§,,§§§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §§,,§,,,§,
,§§§,§,,,§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ,§,§§,,§§§
§,,§§§,,§, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A §§§,§,§,,§
§,§,,§,§§§ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ,,§§§§§,§,
§§§,§§§,,, KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,§,,,,§§§§
,,§§,,§,,§ ...  AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE §§,,,§,,,,
,§,§,§§,§§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,§,,§§,,,,
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,,§§§,§,§,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    §,,,§§,§,§
,§,,§§§§§§ INCREASED OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN §,,§,§§§§§
§§,§,,,,,, THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS §,§§§,,,,§
,§§§,,,,,, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT §§,,§,,,§,
§,,§,,,,,§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,§,§§,,§§,
§,§§,,,,§, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL §§§,§,§,§§
§§,§,,,§§§             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,§§§§§§,,
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§§,,§§§,,, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, §§,,§§,,,§
,§,§,,§,,§ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ,§,§,§,,§,
§§§§,§§,§, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE §§§§§§,§§,
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§,,§§§§,,, IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,§,,§§,,§
§,§,,,§,,§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ,§§,§,§,§,
§§§,,§§,§, CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S §,§§§§§§§§
,,§,§,§§§§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. §§,,,,,,,,
,§§§§§,,,§ NOW  AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,§,,,,,,,,
§,,,,§,,§§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    §§,,,,,,,,
§,,,§§,§,§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,§,,,,,,,§
§,,§,§§§§§ AND IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME §§,,,,,,§,
§,§§§,,,,§ SO  STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,§,,,,,§§§
§§,,§,,,§§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §§,,,,§,,,
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