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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    «                     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-« HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I «-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\ DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN \«-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\§ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE §\«-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«\§$ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND $§\«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«\§$# THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #$§\«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«\§$#¶ REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE ¶#$§\«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«\§$#¶@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @¶#$§\«-¨¨
¨-«\§$#¶@# ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I #@¶#$§\«-¨
¨¨-«\§$#¶@ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A @¶#$§\«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«\§$#¶ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ¶#$§\«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«\§$# KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #$§\«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«\§$ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE $§\«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            §\«-¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-« IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, «-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" \«-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE §\«-¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨-«\§$#¶                                          ¶#$§\«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«\§$#¶@ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @¶#$§\«-¨¨
¨-«\§$#¶@# HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@¶#$§\«-¨
¨¨-«\§$#¶@ CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S @¶#$§\«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«\§$#¶ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¶#$§\«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«\§$# NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL #$§\«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«\§$    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     $§\«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §\«-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-«\ AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME \«-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-« SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK  IT HAS TO DO «-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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