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,§§§§§§§§, I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,,§,§§§§§,
§,,,,,,,§§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,§§§,,,,§,
§,,,,,,§,, DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN §,,§,,,§§§
§,,,,,§§,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE §,§§,,§,,,
§,,,,§,§,§ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND §§,§,§§,,§
§,,,§§§§§§ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§§§§,§,§,
§,,§,,,,,§ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE §,,,§§§§§§
§,§§,,,,§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §,,§,,,,,,
§§,§,,,§,§ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I §,§§,,,,,§
,§§§,,§§§§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §§,§,,,,§,
§,,§,§,,,, LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE  A CERTAIN ,§§§,,,§§,
§,§§§§,,,, KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §,,§,,§,§§
§§,,,§,,,, ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE §,§§,§§§,,
,§,,§§,,,§            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §§,§§,,§,§
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§,,,§,,,,§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,§,,§§,,,§
§,,§§,,,§, INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN §§,§,§,,§,
§,§,§,,§§§ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,§§§§§,§§§
§§§§§,§,,§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT §,,,,§§,,,
,,,,§§§,§, BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §,,,§,§,,§
,,,§,,§§§§ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §,,§§§§,§§
,,§§,§,,,§             THESE THINGS UP.             §,§,,,§§,§
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,§§§,,§,§§ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §,,§,§§§§,
§,,§,§§§,§ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" §,§§§,,,§,
§,§§§,,§§§ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE §§,,§,,§§§
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,,§,,§,,§§ IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,§,§,§§§,,
,§§,§§,§,, HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §§§§§,,§,,
§,§§,§§§,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,,,§,§§,,
§§,§§,,§,§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,,§§§,§,§
,§§,§,§§§§ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ,,§,,§§§§,
§,§§§§,,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,§§,§,,,§,
§§,,,§,,,§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §,§§§,,§§§
,§,,§§,,§, AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME §§,,§,§,,,
§§,§,§,§§, SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ,§,§§§§,,,
,§§§§§§,§,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §§§,,,§,,§
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