ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
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           still unknown to me,  other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making         .   
           holes.  they may be dark and monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with            ¨   
     $         something organic inside, being            ¨   
           corrupted before your eyes - turning  to           
           ash, but there's no flame.  you hold  it           
           up  to  your  nose,  suck it in  with  a ,         
         , sharp   inhale.  exit  to  the  balcony.           
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        ,  here on the  fifth  floor,  with a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,   things  start           
                 folding into each other, like                
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
         ~   becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
      .    into  each other.  creases are flattened           
           out, distances disappear,  the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
¨          suddenly  light  falls on  the  edge  of           
      ,    everything rather than  the surface:  it      -    
                  all goes completely dark.                   
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