####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####
####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####
##†*===...                                          ...===*†##
####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####
#§***~....                                          ....~***§#
####§†*=~. the feeling fo "somethign is  wrong with .~=*†§####
####§†*=~. the world"    - in a very  profound way, .~=*†§####
##†=~.....   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   .....~=†##
#§†*~..... never dissipated. just grew used to  it, .....~*†§#
####§†*=~.                numb to it                .~=*†§####
####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####
###†***=~.   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  .~=***†###
####§†*=~.     relieve the growing tension and      .~=*†§####
#†===.....              disillusionment             .....===†#
##††*~~...                                          ...~~*††##
####§†*=~. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .~=*†§####
####§†*=~.  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .~=*†§####
##†=...... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ......=†##
###†*==...    confirmation. something really ~is~   ...==*†###
##§*====~. there. what it is is not that  important .~====*§##
####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####
####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####
#§§*==~...                                          ...~==*§§#
###†====~.                                          .~====†###
####§†*=~.                                          .~=*†§####