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¨§§¨§¨¨¨§§                                          §§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨§§§¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§¨§§¨
¨§§§¨¨§¨§§ the feeling fo "somethign is  wrong with ¨¨§¨§§§§¨§
§§¨¨§¨§§§¨ the  world"  - in a  very  profound way, ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§
¨¨§¨§§§¨¨§   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   §¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, §§§§¨§§¨§§
§¨§¨¨§¨§§§                numb to it                ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
§§§§¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ¨¨¨¨§§§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨§§      relieve the growing tension and     §¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨§§§§§¨             disillusionment              §§¨¨§§¨§¨§
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§¨§§§§¨¨¨§ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, §¨§§§§§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨¨§  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  §§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨§ horror   stories   even   -   there   is ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨§§    confirmation. something really .is.   §¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§§¨ there. what it is is not  that important ¨§¨§¨§¨§§§
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¨§§¨¨§§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§