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.,/$*§#### the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with ####§*$/,.
.,=/$*§### the world"  - in  a  very  profound way, ###§*$/=,.
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.,=/$*§### never dissipated. just  grew used to it, ###§*$/=,.
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.,=/$*§###     relieve the growing tension and      ###§*$/=,.
...,/$$*##              disillusionment             ##*$$/,...
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.,=/$$*§§§ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, §§§*$$/=,.
...=/$*§§#  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  #§§*$/=...
..,,,/$§## horror   stories   even   -   there   is ##§$/,,,..
.....,=$*#   confirmation. something really ,is,    #*$=,.....
.,=/$***§# there. what  it is is not that important #§***$/=,.
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