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@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨ the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
@¨¨@¨@@¨@¨ the  world"  -  in  a very profound way, ¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@
@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
@¨¨@¨@@¨@¨ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, ¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@
@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨                numb to it                ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
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@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
@¨¨@¨@@¨@¨      relieve the growing tension and     ¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@
@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨             disillusionment              ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
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@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
@¨¨@¨@@¨@¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@
@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨ horror   stories   even   -   there   is ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
@¨¨@¨@@¨@¨   confirmation. something really -is-    ¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@
@¨@@¨¨@¨@¨ there. what it is is not that  important ¨@¨@@¨¨@¨¨
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