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#$*;~~.... the  feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ....~~;*$#
##$$;~.... the  world"   - in a very  profound way, ....~;$$##
#*;~......   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ......~;*#
##¶#$*;«~. never dissipated. just grew  used to it, .~«;*$#¶##
##¶#$*;«~.                numb to it                .~«;*$#¶##
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##¶#$*;«~.   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  .~«;*$#¶##
#$$$$*;«~.      relieve the growing tension and     .~«;*$$$$#
¶$$$**;«~.              disillusionment             .~«;**$$$¶
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##¶#$*;«~. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .~«;*$#¶##
¶$$**;««~.  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .~««;**$$¶
##¶#$*;«~. horror   stories   even   -   there   is .~«;*$#¶##
##$;«.....   confirmation. something really ~is~    .....«;$##
##$**;««~. there. what it  is is not that important .~««;**$##
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