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......»*@§ the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with §@*»......
.....»%§§§ the world"  -  in a very  profound  way, §§§%».....
..»*%@§###   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ###§@%*»..
......*%§# never dissipated. just grew used  to it, #§%*......
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..»*%@§###   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ###§@%*»..
..»*%@§###     relieve the growing tension and      ###§@%*»..
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......*@@# that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, #@@*......
..»*%@§###  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ###§@%*»..
..»*%@§### horror   stories   even   -   there   is ###§@%*»..
....»»»%@#   confirmation. something really .is.    #@%»»»....
..»*%@§### there. what it is  is not that important ###§@%*»..
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