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¨&&&¨¨¨¨&& the feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨&¨ the world" - in a very profound way, ¨&&¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it ¨&&&¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨ never dissipated. just grew used to it, ¨&¨&&¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨&&&¨¨ numb to it ¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨&¨&&¨ ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨¨&&& maybe even filtered subconsciously to ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&¨& relieve the growing tension and ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨& disillusionment ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨&&&¨¨& ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨&¨&&¨¨ that's perhaps the draw of stories, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&¨¨¨&&&¨ mysteries and "magiscal realism", most &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&&¨¨&¨&& horror stories even - there is &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨&& confirmation. something really ,is, ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨ there. what it is is not that important ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
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