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§¨§¨§¨¨¨§§ the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with ¨¨§¨§§¨§§§
§§§§§¨¨§¨§ the world"  -  in  a  very profound way, ¨§§§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§§§   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨§ never dissipated. just grew  used to it, §¨§¨§§§¨§§
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§§                numb to it                §§§§¨¨§§¨§
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§¨§§¨§§§¨¨  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ¨¨§§§§§¨¨§
§§¨§§¨¨§¨¨      relieve the growing tension and     ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨             disillusionment              §§¨¨¨§§§§§
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§§¨¨¨§§§§¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, §§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¨§§¨§¨¨§§§
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ horror   stories   even   -   there   is §¨§§§¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨§¨§§§§    confirmation. something really .is.   §§¨¨§§§¨§¨
§¨§§§§¨¨¨§ there. what it is is  not that important ¨§¨§¨¨§§§¨
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