¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨ the feeling  fo "somethign is wrong with ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ the  world"  - in  a very  profound way, ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                numb to it                ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§      relieve the growing tension and     §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             disillusionment              §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ horror   stories   even   -   there   is §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨   confirmation. something really -is-    §§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ there. what it is  is not that important ¨§§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨