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§§%†~~.... the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with ....~~†%§§
#§%:~~~... the world"   - in  a very profound  way, ...~~~:%§#
@§%%†:~...   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ...~:†%%§@
##@§%†:~~. never  dissipated. just grew used to it, .~~:†%§@##
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##@§%†:~~.  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   .~~:†%§@##
##@§%†:~~.      relieve the growing tension and     .~~:†%§@##
#@@§%†:~~.              disillusionment             .~~:†%§@@#
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##@§%†:~~. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .~~:†%§@##
§%†~~.....  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .....~~†%§
§§%%:~.... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ....~:%%§§
##@§%†:~~.    confirmation. something really ~is~   .~~:†%§@##
##@§%†:~~. there. what it is  is not that important .~~:†%§@##
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