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¨§§§§§§§§§ the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§§§§§§ the  world"    - in a very profound way, ¨§¨¨§§§§§§
¨¨¨§§§§§§¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨
§§¨¨§§§§¨¨ never dissipated. just grew  used to it, §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§                numb to it                §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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§§§¨¨§§§§§  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§§      relieve the growing tension and     ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
§¨¨§§¨¨§§§             disillusionment              §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
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¨§§§§§§¨¨§ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  §§¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§§ horror   stories   even   -   there   is §¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§   confirmation. something really .is.    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§ there.  what it is is not that important §§§§§§§§§¨
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