¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨¨##¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ the  feeling fo "somethign is wrong with #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ the world"   - in  a very  profound way, #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ never dissipated. just grew used to  it, #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                numb to it                #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨      relieve the growing tension and     #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨              disillusionment             #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ horror   stories   even   -   there   is #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨    confirmation. something really -is-   #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ there. what it is  is not that important #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨¨#¨#¨#¨#