#§$*:-,...                                          ...,-:*$§#
§$*:-,....                                          ....,-:*$§
$*:-,.....                                          .....,-:*$
*:-,......                                          ......,-:*
:-,.......                                          .......,-:
*:-,...... the feeling  fo "somethign is wrong with ......,-:*
$*:-,..... the world"   - in  a very  profound way, .....,-:*$
§$*:-,....   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ....,-:*$§
#§$*:-,... never dissipated. just  grew used to it, ...,-:*$§#
##§$*:-,..                numb to it                ..,-:*$§##
###§$*:-,.                                          .,-:*$§###
##§$*:-,..  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ..,-:*$§##
#§$*:-,...      relieve the growing tension and     ...,-:*$§#
§$*:-,....              disillusionment             ....,-:*$§
$*:-,.....                                          .....,-:*$
*:-,...... that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ......,-:*
:-,.......  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .......,-:
*:-,...... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ......,-:*
$*:-,.....    confirmation. something really ,is,   .....,-:*$
§$*:-,.... there. what it is is not  that important ....,-:*$§
#§$*:-,...                                          ...,-:*$§#
##§$*:-,..                                          ..,-:*$§##
###§$*:-,.                                          .,-:*$§###
##§$*:-,..                                          ..,-:*$§##
#§$*:-,...                                          ...,-:*$§#