£..£££££££ £.£..£££..
££.£...... ££££.£..£.
£.£££..... £...£££.££
.££..£.... ££..£..££.
.£.£.££... £.£.££.£.£
££££££.£.. ways ~ to ~ reach £££££.££££
......£££. alternative ~ states £....££...
......£..£ of ~ mind .£...£.£..
......££.£ .££..££££.
......£.££ .*. ££.£.£...£
£.....£££. £.£££££..£
.£....£..£ .££....£.£
£££...££.£ ££ not eating .... .£.£...£££
...£..£.££ £££££..£..
...££.£££. if im not eating for a long time (like .....£.££.
...£.££..£ a day) i get light headed and dumb, but £....£££.£
£..£££.£.£ in a speedy glitchy way .£...£..££
.£.£..££££ £££..££.£.
.££££.£... ££ not sleeping .... ...£.£.£££
££...£££.. ...£££££..
£.£..£..£. if i dont get any sleep i become very ...£....£.
££££.££.££ very slow and sad £..££...££
....££.££. .£.£.£..£.
....£.££.£ ££ waking up early in the morning .... £££££££.££
£...£££.££ .......££.
££..£..££. this makes me very dreamy in that i £......£.£
..£.££.£.£ daydream vividly and erratically, also .£.....£££
£.£££.££££ i feel generally kind of okay :) £££....£..
£££..££... £..£...££.
£..£.£.£.. ££ getting rid of pain .... ££.££..£.£
.£.££££££. £.££.£.£££
££££.....£ if i am in pain and then suddenly not, .££.££££..
£...£....£ i feel very soothed and sleepy in a .£.££...£.
££..££...£ non-intrusive way. ££££.£..££
..£.£.£..£ ....£££.£.
..££££££.£ ££ working out .... ....£..£££
£.£.....££ ....££.£..
££££....£. makes me silent and dreamy and.. ....£.£££.
£...£...££ grateful? slows my breathing and brings ....£££..£
.£..££..£. a smile. £...£..£.£
£££.£.£.££ ££..££.£££
...££££££. ..£.£.££..
...£.....£ ..£££££.£.
...££....£ £.£....£££
£..£.£...£ .£££...£..