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,,,,,,-~†^ now,  usually i  feel good (maybe?), but ^†~-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-~† this  time  of  confusion also leads  to †~-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-~†^ all analyzes ending  in  "useless"  -  i ^†~-,,,,,,
,,,,,-~†^£ was  being bothered  by something  in  a £^†~-,,,,,
,,,,-~†^£@ song or movie or  book, so  i think, how @£^†~-,,,,
,,,-~†^£@# would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #@£^†~-,,,
,,-~†^£@## purpose  of  this process,  what does it ##@£^†~-,,
,-~†^£@### consist of...?  and through  the process ###@£^†~-,
,,-~†^£@## more  and  more pieces  falls off  until ##@£^†~-,,
,,,-~†^£@#     i'm standing there with nothing.     #@£^†~-,,,
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,,,,,-~†^£ reductionist hell -                      £^†~-,,,,,
,,,,,,-~†^ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ^†~-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-~† bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    †~-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-~†^ abstract they are, the things, until     ^†~-,,,,,,
,,,,,-~†^£ they cease to be things at all           £^†~-,,,,,
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,,,-~†^£@# are we just stacked triangles? there is  #@£^†~-,,,
,,-~†^£@## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##@£^†~-,,
,-~†^£@### can not shelter me in any meaningful     ###@£^†~-,
,,-~†^£@## sense.                                   ##@£^†~-,,
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,,,,-~†^£@ and when i can't even anchor myself,     @£^†~-,,,,
,,,,,-~†^£ when i am nothing but the question, it   £^†~-,,,,,
,,,,,,-~†^ feels like it can all slip through my    ^†~-,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-~† fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    †~-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-~†^ was after that.                          ^†~-,,,,,,
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