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,.¨,,.~~\* forests around my childhood home. thick *\~~.,,¨.,
¨..¨¨.-^%* pine arcades that were planted and *%^-.¨¨..¨
..,.,~†^@@ forgotten. wild boars roaming @@^†~,.,..
,¨¨:-^%$@@ underneath, sniffing at the ground. it @@$%^-:¨¨,
,,,~;†%£## is dark and moist, the canopy having ##£%†;~,,,
,-~\^%£### already soaked up all the sun. ###£%^\~-,
.¨-«;§§@## ##@§§;«-¨.
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.,¨.:«\*§# to west, getting broader and deeper and #§*\«:.¨,.
.,,¨,,~*=£ slower as it goes. equisetum grow just £=*~,,¨,,.
,,,.¨.^~=^ where the pine hands start to let ^=~^.¨.,,,
¨,,..,¨^~= through light, horsemint on the rocky =~^¨,..,,¨
,,¨.,,¨.:» river bed. »:.¨,,.¨,,
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,.,..~*$§£ the riverbanks reek of magic. tonight £§$*~..,.,
,¨.-«^§*## they had been a swampworld with sylvan ##*§^«-.¨,
¨¨^«/*££## water, stone rings and floating moss. ##££*/«^¨¨
¨:-^†¤@@## you could've found me wallowing around ##@@¤†^-:¨
¨.:~:*¤£## on the southern shores until i got ##£¤*:~:.¨
.¨.:~/*$## bitten. ##$*/~:.¨.
.¨¨.^~††£¶ ¶£††~^.¨¨.
¨,¨,¨~=/^% but now i'm further back, on solid %^/=~¨,¨,¨
..,...,=†% ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an %†=,...,..
¨,.¨¨¨..»; orange tin radio and a translucent ;»..¨¨¨.,¨
¨.,¨,¨,,,= umbrella which i'm sitting on. =,,,¨,¨,.¨
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,¨¨,,-**£# somethings moving in the grass. it's #£**-,,¨¨,
,¨¨-»;$$¶@ invisible to my eyes but i can feel @¶$$;»-¨¨,
,..-*%&@## through the ground just how large it is. ##@&%*-..,
.,~/§@#### ####@§/~,.
..,»/§&¶## the soil is muddy. i slip when trying ##¶&§/»,..
.,¨^«^%%@# to get up, still looking at the #@%%^«^¨,.
,.¨,^~†=%# direction of sound rather than at my #%=†~^,¨.,
.,,.,:~**& hands, who are busy putting things in &**~:,.,,.
¨,.,,.,=^$ my pockets. $^=,.,,.,¨
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,¨,.¨¨,,,« then i run east toward my home. «,,,¨¨.,¨,
¨,,.,,,^=* *=^,,,.,,¨
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.,¨¨-»=§§@ i am not followed, and slow down in the @§§=»-¨¨,.
,..^~††¤@# clearing where you at first can spot #@¤††~^..,
,,-»;$£@@# the house, not yet really in the #@@£$;»-,,
¨,«\=%#### backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my ####%=\«,¨
,¨^~=*%£@# radio (now dented) but also a small #@£%*=~^¨,
¨.¨,~†=&£# clay figure i've never seen before. it #£&=†~,¨.¨
,¨¨¨,-*%§# must have been laying in the wet dirt, #§%*-,¨¨¨,
,¨.¨¨:~^*£ and i must've picked it up with my £*^~:¨¨.¨,
.¨¨,¨,~~:% other belongings. %:~~,¨,¨¨.
,¨¨,¨,,~=/ /=~,,¨,¨¨,
..,..,¨.-~ it's a statuette of a girl laying naked ~-.¨,..,..
..,..¨,-== on her stomach, feet in the air, ==-,¨..,..
.,,.¨,-~=§ roughly seven centimeters long. it's §=~-,¨.,,.
.,¨¨,~-:§% freshly made, not yet completely dried. %§:-~,¨¨,.
..,,-»:§§# #§§:»-,,..
¨..,»/*£## my mom is here now. i ask her for some ##£*/»,..¨
.,-»/=%### particle board for it to dry on, but ###%=/»-,.
¨-»^§§@### she is worried and wants me to ###@§§^»-¨
¨¨-=\$¤£## throw it away. ##£¤$\=-¨¨
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