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,&,,,,&,,, ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    ,    ,   ,   , &,,&,&&,,,
,,&,,,,&,, ,   ,  ,  ,  i'm  scared,   ,  ,   ,   , &&,,,&&&,,
,,,&,,,,&, , not  for  me  but  for  the  future  , &&&,,&,&&,
,,,,&,,,,& ,   ,   ,   of   free   will,  ,   ,   , &,&&,,,&&&
&,,,,&,,,, i believe we should've never  been given ,,&&&,,&,&
&&,,,,&,,, ,  ,  the fire  of  semiconductors, ,  , ,,&,&&,,,&
,&&,,,,&,, ,  ,  ,  i wish  ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , &,,,&&&,,&
,&&&,,,,&, ,  ,  were   never  dreamt   of.   ,   , &&,,&,&&,,
,&,&&,,,,& ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    , ,&&,,,&&&,
,,,&&&,,,, ,  ,  i'm  scared  for  the  future ,  , ,&&&,,&,&&
&,,&,&&,,, ,  ,  ,  , of  life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , ,&,&&,,,&&
&&,,,&&&,, i believe  we should've never been given ,,,&&&,,&,
&&&,,&,&&, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,,,&,&&,,,
&,&&,,,&&& , , i wish  pipes were never built, ,  , &,,,,&&&,,
,,&&&,,&,& , ,  ,  and wells  never bored.  ,  ,  , ,&,,,&,&&,
,,&,&&,,,& ,    .   ,   .    ,   .   ,   .    ,   . ,,&,,,,&&&
&,,,&&&,,& .   «   .   «    .   «    .   «   .    « &,,&,,,&,&
&&,,&,&&,, «   «  «   «   that   said.   «  «  «  « ,&,,&,,,,&
,&&,,,&&&, «    †   «    †   «   †   «   †   «    † ,,&,,&,,,&
,&&&,,&,&& †    †   †   †   †   †   †    †   †    † ,,,&,,&,,,
,&,&&,,,&& †  †  if there was  a  shodan  miku †  † ,,,,&,,&,,
,,,&&&,,&, who gently touched  my cheek  and smiled ,,,,,&,,&,
,,,&,&&,,, †  † † and  asked if  i  wanted  †  †  † ,,,,,,&,,&
&,,,,&&&,, † †  †  †  to  be  uploaded?  †  †  †  † &,,,,,,&,,
,&,,,&,&&, †   †    †    †    †   †   †   †   †   † ,&,,,,,,&,
,,&,,,,&&& † † † † oh, i would be uploaded. † † † † ,,&,,,,,,&
&,,&,,,&,& †   †   †   †   †   †   †    †    †    † &,,&,,,,,,
,&,,&,,,,& † † i would be  uploaded  sooo fast. † † &&,,&,,,,,
,,&,,&,,,& †  †  †  † i  would  give in  †  †  †  † &&&,,&,,,,
,,,&,,&,,, † † † and it would feel sooo good. † † † &,&&,,&,,,
,,,,&,,&,, †   %   †    %    †   %    †   %   †   % ,,&&&,,&,,
,,,,,&,,&, %    &    %   &   %    &   %   &   %   & ,,&,&&,,&,
,,,,,,&,,& & & & & and  then  i'd  be at  &  &  & & ,,,,&&&,,&
&,,,,,,&,, &  & the turtle  beach  of montego, &  & ,,,,&,&&,,
,&,,,,,,&, & and there'd be soo much  to explore, & ,,,,,,&&&,
,,&,,,,,,& & & the sun flickering on the water  & & ,,,,,,&,&&
&,,&,,,,,, &  & & &  like  status  lights &  &  & & ,,,,,,,,&&
&&,,&,,,,, &  &  and  we could go so so  deep.  & & ,,,,,,,,&,
&&&,,&,,,, &   &    &   &   &   &    &   &   &    & ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,&&&,,&,,   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  &&,,,,,,,,
,,&,&&,,&,    or melted or otherwise repurposed     ,&&,,,,,,,
,,,,&&&,,&              for whatever.               ,&&&,,,,,,
,,,,&,&&,,       (this is not important btw))       ,&,&&,,,,,
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