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.§..§§.... now, usually i feel  good (maybe?),  but §..§§...§§
§§.§.§.... this time  of  confusion also  leads  to §.§.§..§.§
.§§§§§.... all  analyzes  ending in "useless"  -  i §§§§§.§§§.
§....§...§ was being  bothered  by  something  in a ....§§..§.
§...§§..§§ song or movie or  book, so i  think, how ...§.§.§§§
§..§.§.§.§ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ..§§§§§...
§.§§§§§§§§ purpose of this  process,  what  does it .§....§..§
§§........ consist  of...?  and through the process §§...§§.§.
.§.......§ more  and  more  pieces  falls off until .§..§.§§§§
§§......§§     i'm standing there with nothing.     §§.§§§...§
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§§....§§.. reductionist hell -                      §.§.§§.§§.
.§...§.§.. i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        §§§§.§§.§§
§§..§§§§.. bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ...§§.§§.§
.§.§...§.. abstract they are, the things, until     ..§.§§.§§.
§§§§..§§.. they cease to be things at all           .§§§.§§.§.
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..§§§§§§§. are we just stacked triangles? there is  §.§.§§...§
.§......§. nothing i can do with triangles. they    §§§§.§..§§
§§.....§§§ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ...§§§.§.§
.§....§..§ sense.                                   ..§..§§§§.
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.§..§.§§.. and when i can't even anchor myself,     §.§§§..§§§
§§.§§§.§.§ when i am nothing but the question, it   §§..§.§..§
.§§..§§§§. feels like it can all slip through my    .§.§§§§.§.
§.§.§...§§ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    §§§...§§§.
§§§§§..§.. was after that.                          ..§..§..§§
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