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...^^~~†§£ this  time  of  confusion also  leads to £§†~~^^...
..^^~*†£§# all  analyzes ending in  "useless"  -  i #§£†*~^^..
.^~*†£§£## was  being  bothered  by  something in a ##£§£†*~^.
...^~††£££ song or movie or  book, so i  think, how £££††~^...
.^~*†£§£## would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ##£§£†*~^.
...^~~††§# purpose of this process,  what  does  it #§††~~^...
......~†§£ consist of...?  and through  the process £§†~......
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....^~†§§#     i'm standing there with nothing.     #§§†~^....
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.^~*†††§§§ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        §§§†††*~^.
.^~*†£§£## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##£§£†*~^.
.^~~~*££§£ abstract they are, the things, until     £§££*~~~^.
.^~*†££§§£ they cease to be things at all           £§§££†*~^.
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.^~*†£§£## are we just stacked triangles? there is  ##£§£†*~^.
.^~*†£§£## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##£§£†*~^.
.^~*†£§£## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##£§£†*~^.
.....~†£££ sense.                                   £££†~.....
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....^~*†§# and when i can't even anchor myself,     #§†*~^....
.^~*†£§£## when i am nothing but the question, it   ##£§£†*~^.
.^~*†£§£## feels like it can all slip through my    ##£§£†*~^.
.^~*†£§£## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##£§£†*~^.
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