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#&&£%=~...                                          ...~=%£&&#
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&%%=~..... all i want  is eternal  bliss? ===== all .....~=%%&
###&£%/=~. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .~=/%£&###
##@&£%/=~. sleep.  =====  all   i  want  is  to  be .~=/%£&@##
@&%///~... strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and ...~///%&@
#@@&£%/=~. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .~=/%£&@@#
@&£%==.... =====  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes ....==%£&@
##@&£%/=~. ===== i'm on  an  astral  plane,  slowly .~=/%£&@##
##@&£%/=~. sinking  into the earth's embrace  ===== .~=/%£&@##
#@@&£%/=~. the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ===== .~=/%£&@@#
#&%=~..... muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .....~=%&#
##@&£%/=~. rain =====  eyelids closing  ===== all i .~=/%£&@##
###&£%/=~. want is  to be strapped to a  chair, and .~=/%£&###
##@&£%/=~. have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me .~=/%£&@##
###@&%/=~. ===== i want to  be healed by  an  angel .~=/%&@###
@£££/=.... or                a                demon ....=/£££@
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