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......~=†£ all  i want  is eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all £†=~......
.......~=† i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then †=~.......
........~= sleep.  ~~~~~   all  i  want  is  to  be =~........
.........~ strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and ~.........
........~= injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. =~........
.......~=† ~~~~~   gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes †=~.......
......~=†£ ~~~~~  i'm  on an  astral  plane, slowly £†=~......
.....~=†£# sinking into  the earth's  embrace ~~~~~ #£†=~.....
....~=†£#@ the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ~~~~~ @#£†=~....
...~=†£#@# muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in #@#£†=~...
..~=†£#@## rain ~~~~~  eyelids closing ~~~~~ all  i ##@#£†=~..
...~=†£#@# want is to be strapped  to a chair,  and #@#£†=~...
....~=†£#@ have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me @#£†=~....
.....~=†£# ~~~~~  i want to be healed  by  an angel #£†=~.....
......~=†£ or                a                demon £†=~......
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