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&,,&,&,&&, always tears  in  my eyes when using the &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&,                 machine.                 &,&&,&&,&,
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&,&&,&,,&, i  don't  think  it's hormonal overload. &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&, there's  no  grief  or  joy as  my water &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&, rolls  down  my face. i  notice  nothing &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&, until my chin is wet.  wipe it off  with &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&, the back of my  hand. but i usually keep &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&,           crying for a while.            &,,&,,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&&, i theorize  some kind  of  resonance  in &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&,  the neural interface; some saturation   &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&, signal being  tripped? the connection is &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&,       imperfect and often induces        &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  &,,&,,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&&, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&, fetched  that something  like  that  can &,&&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&&,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  &,,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,,&,     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    &,&&,&&,&,
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