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¨&¨&¨&&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨&&¨&&¨&
&&&&&¨&¨¨& always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨&¨&&¨&&&
¨¨¨¨&&&¨&& machine. ¨&&&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨ &¨¨&&¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&&¨&¨&¨¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. &¨&¨&&&¨¨¨
¨&¨&&&&&¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water &&&&¨¨&¨¨¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨& rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨&&&& until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨&&&¨&¨¨&
¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨&¨¨&&&¨&&
&¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨ crying for a while. &&¨&¨¨&&¨&
&&&&¨&¨¨¨& ¨&&&¨&¨&&¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨&& i theorize some kind of resonance in &¨¨&&&&¨&&
¨¨&¨¨&¨&¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation &¨&¨¨¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&&&&¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is &&&¨¨&¨&&&
&¨&&¨¨¨&¨& imperfect and often induces ¨¨&¨&&&¨¨&
&&¨&¨¨&&&¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&&&¨¨&¨&¨
¨&&&¨&¨¨&¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my &¨¨&¨&&&&&
&¨¨&&&¨&&& fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &¨&&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨&¨¨&&¨¨& &&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨&¨&¨&& and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨&¨&&¨¨&&&
¨¨&&&&&&¨¨ fetched that something like that can &&&¨&¨&¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨&&&&&¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨&&¨& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨&¨&&& &&¨¨¨&&¨¨&
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¨&¨&¨¨&¨&& &&¨&&&&&¨¨
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