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,,,#,,##,, always tears  in my  eyes when using the ,,,######,
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##,,###,,# i don't  think  it's  hormonal overload. ,,##,,,,##
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,,##,,,,,# the back of my hand.  but i usually keep ,,,,,,####
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,##,,,,,,, i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in ,,,,,####,
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,,,##,,#,,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,##,,##,,,
##,,,,,,,# hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,,,,,,,##
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##,,,,,,,# fetched  that something  like  that  can ,,##,,,,##
#,,#####,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,,,,##,,#
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