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,,&&&&&&&& always tears in my  eyes when  using the &,,,,,,,,,
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,&&,,&&&&& i  don't  think it's hormonal  overload. &&,,&&&&&,
,,,,,,&&&& there's no  grief  or  joy  as my  water &,,,,&&&,,
&&&&&,,&&& rolls  down  my  face. i  notice nothing ,,&&,,&,,&
&&&&,,,,&& until  my chin is wet.  wipe it off with ,,,,,,,,,,
,&&,,&&,,& the back of my hand. but i  usually keep &&&&&&&&&,
,,,,,,,,,,           crying for a while.            &&&&&&&&,,
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&&&&&&&&,, i theorize some  kind  of  resonance  in &&&&&&,,,,
,&&&&&&,,,   the neural interface; some saturation  &&&&&,,&&,
,,&&&&,,&& signal  being tripped? the connection is ,&&&,,,,,,
&,,&&,,,,&       imperfect and often induces        ,,&,,&&&&&
,,,,,,&&,,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,,,,,&&&&
,&&&&,,,,& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my &&&&&,,&&,
,,&&,,&&,,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,&&&,,,,,,
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,,&&&&&&&& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,&&&&&&, fetched  that  something  like that  can &&&&&,,&&,
&&,,&&&&,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,&&&,,,,,,
,,,,,&&,,&     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,,&,,&&&&,
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