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&.&&&&&.&& ..&..&&&&.
&&&....&&. ..&&.&...&
...&...&.& &.&.&&&..&
&..&&..&&& #&.....................................& .&&&&..&.&
.&.&.&.&.. . . &&...&.&&&
&&&&&&&&&. . the dream . &.&..&&&..
&........& . of being swallowed . .&&&.&..&.
&&.......& . by the beast. . .&..&&&.&&
..&......& . . &&&.&..&&.
..&&.....& #&.....................................& &..&&&.&.&
&.&.&....& &&.&..&&&&
.&&&&&...& # inside ================ # ..&&&.&...
.&....&..& . an animal . as if . to be safe ..&..&&&..
.&&...&&.& &.&&.&..&.
.&.&..&.&& ..######...###...###. &&&.&&&.&&
&&&&&.&&&. =,.#### =,.###=,. ####=. ...&&..&&.
&....&&..& =,.#### =,.###=,. ####=. ...&.&.&.&
.&...&.&.& the dream of resting inside another &..&&&&&&&
&&&..&&&&& animal. thats how it starts, .&.&......
&..&.&.... =,. with the dream, .,= .&&&&.....
&&.&&&&... =,.####=,.###=,.####=. &&...&....
&.&&...&.. but this time i was curious of where it &.&..&&...
&&&.&..&&. was going, .&&&.&.&..
&..&&&.&.& #// ========== //# &&..&&&&&.
&&.&..&&&& // == == == == == == == == == == // ..&.&....&
..&&&.&... &.&&&&...&
&.&..&&&.. the first gate is the lips .&&...&..&
.&&&.&..&. &&.&..&&.&
&&..&&&.&& . . to get at the throat. . &.&&&.&.&&
..&.&..&&. .&&..&&&&.
..&&&&.&.& to be falling into the water, the .&.&.&...&
&.&...&&&& ocean, the void, but it must be done in .&&&&&&..&
.&&&..&... the right way - in a very specific way. &&.....&.&
&&..&.&&.. &.&....&&&
..&.&&&.&. /,,,===========////,,,,,,,/,====,,,,,/, &&&&...&..
..&&&..&&& ,,,///////,,,,/=, ....&..&&.
..&..&.&.. ,,,///===,/=///=,,,/====///////, ....&&.&.&
&.&&.&&&&. ,,,,/,==,//,////////// &...&.&&&&
.&&.&&...& ///////////////////// ///////////// &&..&&&...
.&.&&.&..& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ..&.&..&..
.&&&.&&&.& slow... graceful... but then it gets ..&&&&.&&.
.&..&&..&& too much and you faint. ..&...&&.&
&&&.&.&.&. /#,,/=,,,,=,===============/////// ..&&..&.&&
...&&&&&&& ///////////// (you will feel very close ..&.&.&&&.
...&...... to nature) ..&&&&&..&
&..&&..... /#,,/=,,,,=,===============/////// ..&....&.&
.&.&.&.... ///////////// (you will feel very close &.&&...&&&
&&&&&&&... to the beast that is everything) &&&.&..&..
&......&.. /#,,/=,,,,=,===============/////// ...&&&.&&.
&&.....&&. ///////////// (only through its help) ...&..&&.&
..&....&.& /#,,/=,,,,=,===============// (very ...&&.&.&&
&.&&...&&& hard to get here without the aid of the &..&.&&&&.
&&&.&..&.. beast) /// (state where the human is .&.&&&...&
...&&&.&&. submerged in the animal) /// // .&&&..&..&
&..&..&&.& (becoming the animal) /// (forget &&..&.&&.&
.&.&&.&.&& everything else) /// // (my soul is the &.&.&&&.&&
&&&&.&&&&. beast's soul) /// (a sludgy sense of &&&&&..&&.
&...&&...& satisfaction. it's good) /// (it's .....&.&.&
.&..&.&..& good) /// // (breathing heavily) /// .....&&&&&
&&&.&&&&.& /// // (the two souls will move .....&....
&..&&...&& together) /// (merge and dissolve) /// &....&&...
&&.&.&..&. (collective body) /// (rearranged and &&...&.&..
&.&&&&&.&& reordered) /// (the individual is not ..&..&&&&.
&&&....&&. so important) ..&&.&...&
...&...&.& &.&.&&&..&
&..&&..&&& .&&&&..&.&
.&.&.&.&.. &&...&.&&&
&&&&&&&&&. &.&..&&&..
&........& .&&&.&..&.