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¨&¨¨¨&&¨&¨ always tears in my eyes when using the &&&&¨&¨&¨¨
¨&&¨¨&¨&&& machine. ¨¨¨¨&&&&&¨
¨&¨&¨&&&¨¨ &¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&
&&&&&&¨¨&¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. &&¨¨&&¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&& there's no grief or joy as my water &¨&¨&¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing &&&&&&&&¨&
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨& until my chin is wet. wipe it off with &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨&&¨& the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
&¨¨&¨¨&¨&& crying for a while. &&&¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨&¨&&¨&&&¨ &¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨&&&¨&&¨¨& i theorize some kind of resonance in &&¨&&¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨&&¨&¨& the neural interface; some saturation &¨&&¨&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&&&& signal being tripped? the connection is &&&¨&&&¨&&
¨&&&&&&¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces &¨¨&&¨¨&&¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my &&&&&&&&&&
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨& fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&&&&¨ fetched that something like that can &&¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. &¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
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