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&&&&&&&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&&¨¨¨ always tears in my eyes when using the &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&&&&&¨¨&& machine. &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&¨¨¨¨& &&&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. &&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& there's no grief or joy as my water &&&¨¨&&&&&
¨¨&&&&&&¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing &&¨¨¨¨&&&&
¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨&&¨¨&&¨
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& the back of my hand. but i usually keep &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& crying for a while. ¨¨¨&&&&&&¨
&&&&&&&&¨¨ &&¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨&&&&&&¨¨& i theorize some kind of resonance in &¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&&&&&&¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but &&&¨¨&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&¨¨&&¨¨¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨¨&&&&&&&
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&& &&¨¨&&&&&&
&¨¨&&&&¨¨& and i mean, maybe it isn't to far &¨¨¨¨&&&&&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨¨&&¨¨&&&&
¨&&¨¨¨¨&&& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨& ¨&&&&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨&&&&¨¨ ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
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