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......^~=† party, bathroom, door locked, lights †=~^......
.......^~= off, shower curtains drawn. floor full =~^.......
........^~ of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i ~^........
.........^ start to unzip my pants, she steps out ^.........
........^~ of the shower and pushes me to ~^........
.......^~= ########&&&&==the^^ground.##&&&&====^^^^ =~^.......
......^~=† &&&&====^^^^########&&&&====^^^^######## †=~^......
.....^~=†& i wish to be contacted by some &†=~^.....
....^~=†&¤ [god, alien] who would bestow upon me ¤&†=~^....
...^~=†&¤# some incredible power that will set #¤&†=~^...
..^~=†&¤#@ everything right forever. what i don't @#¤&†=~^..
.^~=†&¤#@# know is that this happens multiple #@#¤&†=~^.
..^~=†&¤#@ times per second - they ask me: "when @#¤&†=~^..
...^~=†&¤# you said the world egg was your ideal #¤&†=~^...
....^~=†&¤ body type, did you mean it"? i answer ¤&†=~^....
.....^~=†& "not really, but i can act like it for &†=~^.....
......^~=† you, if you'd like". at this point †=~^......
.......^~= however they have already erased my =~^.......
........^~ memory of the encounter and moved on. ~^........
.........^ subconsciously, this is where my ^.........
........^~ ^^^^###sadness&&=comes^^###from#&&&&==== ~^........
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