some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is politics and a  gun  fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or no  damage, according to a 
 weird system  i  never  understand,  and 
 the whole  dream  is about  wanting to 
 understand, it's  very pressing,  it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand