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¨&&¨&¨¨¨¨¨ &¨&&&&&&&¨
¨&¨&&&¨¨¨¨ &&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&&¨¨&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ ¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨&&&¨&¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨&
¨&¨¨&¨¨&&& machine. &¨¨&&&&¨¨&
&&&¨&&¨&¨¨ &&¨&¨¨¨&¨&
¨¨¨&&¨&&&¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨&&&¨¨&&&
&¨¨&¨&&¨¨& there's no grief or joy as my water &¨&¨¨&¨&¨¨
&&¨&&&¨&¨& rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨&&&¨&&&&¨
&¨&&¨¨&&&& until my chin is wet. wipe it off with &&¨¨&&¨¨¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨&¨&¨&¨¨&
&&¨&&&&&¨¨ crying for a while. &¨&&&&&&¨&
¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨&¨&¨¨¨&& i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
&&&&&&¨¨&¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨&&&&¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&& signal being tripped? the connection is ¨&¨¨¨&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨ imperfect and often induces &&&¨¨&&¨&&
&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨& single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨¨&¨&¨&&¨
&&¨¨¨¨&&¨& hollow hunger. sand grains under my &¨¨&&&&&¨&
¨¨&¨¨¨&¨&& fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨&¨&¨¨¨¨&&
&¨&&¨¨&&&¨ &&&&&¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨&¨&¨¨& and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&
¨¨¨&&&&&¨& fetched that something like that can ¨¨¨¨¨&&¨&¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&&
&¨¨&&¨¨¨&¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. &¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
&&¨&¨&¨¨&& &&¨¨¨&¨¨&¨
&¨&&&&&¨&¨ ¨¨&¨¨&&¨&&
¨&&¨¨¨¨&&& &¨&&¨&¨&&¨
¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨ &&&¨&&&&¨&
&&&&&¨¨&&¨ ¨¨¨&&¨¨¨&&