¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨& &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨&&&¨&¨& &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨&&&& ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
&&¨&&¨&¨¨¨ ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨&&¨&&&¨¨ &¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ WINDS ESKER ¨&&&&&¨¨&&
&¨&&&¨&¨&& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» &&¨¨¨¨&¨&¨
&&&¨¨&&&&¨ ¨¨&¨¨¨&&&&
¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS ¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&&¨¨& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &¨&¨&¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT ¨&&&&&&¨&¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &&¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨&¨&¨&¨¨ ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨
&&¨&&&&&&¨ FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ¨&&&¨¨¨&&¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING ¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨¨¨¨& KEPT ME AWAY. ¨&&¨&&¨&&&
&&¨&&&¨¨¨& &&¨&&¨&&¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME ¨¨&&¨&&¨&¨
&&&¨&¨&&¨& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST ¨¨&¨&&¨&&&
¨¨¨&&&&¨&& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &¨&&&¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨ ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &&&¨¨&&¨&¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&¨& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND ¨¨¨&¨&¨&&&
&¨¨&¨&¨&&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &¨¨&&&&&¨¨
&&¨&&&&&¨¨ BLUEBERRIES. &&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&&
¨&&¨&¨¨¨&& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO &¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨
¨&¨&&&¨¨&¨ NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE ¨&&&¨&&¨&&
&&&&¨¨&¨&& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I ¨&¨¨&&¨&&¨
&¨¨¨&¨&&&¨ DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY ¨&&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨¨&&&¨¨& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &&¨&&&&¨&&
&&&¨&¨¨&¨& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &¨&&¨¨¨&&¨
&¨¨&&&¨&&& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD &&&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨¨&&¨¨ ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &¨¨&&&¨&&&
&&&&&¨&¨&¨ THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &&¨&¨¨&&¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&&&&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &¨&&&¨&¨&¨
&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ &&&¨¨&&&&&
¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨¨ THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&¨&¨&¨¨ LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨&&&&&¨ BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &¨¨&¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &&¨&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS ¨¨&&¨&¨&¨&
&¨&&¨&&¨¨& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &¨&¨&&&&&&
¨&&¨&&¨&¨& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨&&&& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&¨&&¨¨¨ AWAY. ¨&&¨¨&&¨¨¨
¨&¨¨&&¨&¨¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨
¨&&¨&¨&&&¨ I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ¨&&&&&&&&¨
¨&¨&&&&¨¨& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&&¨¨¨&¨& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&& REMEMBER. &&&&¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨&&¨&¨¨ &¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&
¨&¨¨&¨&&&¨ CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &&¨¨&&¨¨¨&
&&&¨&&&¨¨& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ¨¨&¨&¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&¨& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &¨&&&&&&¨&
&¨¨&¨&¨&&& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨&¨&&&&&¨¨ THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED ¨&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨&&&¨¨¨¨&¨ INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE ¨&&&&¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨&¨¨¨&& GROUND ITSELF. ¨&¨¨¨&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ ¨&&¨¨&&¨&&
¨&&&&¨&¨&& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ¨&¨&¨&¨&&¨
¨&¨¨¨&&&&¨ NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &&&&&&&&¨&
&&&¨¨&¨¨¨& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨&&&¨&¨& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨&&&& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
&&¨&&¨&¨¨¨ THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨&&¨&&&¨¨ FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ FORK. ¨&&&&&¨¨&&
&¨&&&¨&¨&& &&¨¨¨¨&¨&¨
&&&¨¨&&&&¨ AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. ¨¨&¨¨¨&&&&
¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. ¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&&¨¨& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &¨&¨&¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, ¨&&&&&&¨&¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨&¨&¨&¨¨ ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨
&&¨&&&&&&¨ I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ¨&&&¨¨¨&&¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE ¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨¨¨¨& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. ¨&&¨&&¨&&&
&&¨&&&¨¨¨& &&¨&&¨&&¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» ¨¨&&¨&&¨&¨
&&&¨&¨&&¨& ¨¨&¨&&¨&&&
¨¨¨&&&&¨&& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &¨&&&¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨ BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &&&¨¨&&¨&¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&¨& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO ¨¨¨&¨&¨&&&
&¨¨&¨&¨&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &¨¨&&&&&¨¨
&&¨&&&&&¨¨ &&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&&
¨&&¨&¨¨¨&& &¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨
¨&¨&&&¨¨&¨ ¨&&&¨&&¨&&
&&&&¨¨&¨&& ¨&¨¨&&¨&&¨