¨¨@@¨¨¨@¨@                                          ¨¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨¨@@¨@                                          ¨@@¨@¨@¨¨@
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¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ always  tears in my eyes when  using the @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                 machine.                 @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ i  don't think  it's hormonal  overload. @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ there's  no  grief  or  joy as my  water @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ rolls  down  my  face.  i notice nothing @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ until my chin is wet.  wipe it  off with @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ the back of my hand. but  i usually keep @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@            crying for a while.           @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ i  theorize  some  kind of resonance  in @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@  the neural interface; some saturation   @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ signal  being tripped? the connection is @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@       imperfect and often induces        @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@ fetched that  something  like  that  can @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
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¨@¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨¨@