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¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ crying for a while. ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
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¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ imperfect and often induces ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
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¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ fetched that something like that can ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
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