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##,,,,#### always tears in my eyes  when  using the ,,##,,####
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,######,,, i  don't  think it's hormonal  overload. ,####,,,,,
,,####,,## there's no  grief  or  joy as  my  water ,,##,,####
,,,##,,,,, rolls down  my  face. i  notice  nothing #,,,,,,##,
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,,,##,,##, the back of my  hand. but i usually keep ,,,##,,##,
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####,,##,,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,###,,,,,,
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,,,,####,, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far #,,,,,##,,
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##,,,,,,,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  #,,#,,##,,
,,,#######     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,,,,,,,,,,
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