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,,######,, always tears in my  eyes  when using the #,,#,,##,,
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###,,,,##, i  don't think  it's hormonal  overload. #######,,#
##,,##,,,, there's  no  grief  or  joy  as my water ,#####,,,,
,,,,,,,##, rolls  down  my face.  i  notice nothing ,,###,,##,
######,,,, until my chin  is wet. wipe it off  with #,,#,,,,,,
,####,,### the back of my hand. but  i usually keep ,,,,,####,
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,,##,,,,,, i  theorize some  kind of  resonance  in ,,,,####,,
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,,########  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,,,######
,,,####### hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,##,,####,
##,,######  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,,,,,,##,,
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###,,,,##, fetched  that  something  like  that can ,##,,,,###
##,,##,,,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,,,##,,##
#,,,,,,##,     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,##,,,,,,#
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