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&..&..&&&& ALWAYS TEARS IN MY EYES WHEN USING THE ....&&&&&&
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..&&&..... I DON'T THINK IT'S HORMONAL OVERLOAD. &..&&..&..
&..&..&&&& THERE'S NO GRIEF OR JOY AS MY WATER .........&
.......&&& ROLLS DOWN MY FACE. I NOTICE NOTHING &&&&&&&&..
&&&&&&..&& UNTIL MY CHIN IS WET. WIPE IT OFF WITH .&&&&&&..&
&&&&&..... THE BACK OF MY HAND. BUT I USUALLY KEEP ..&&&&....
.&&&..&&&& CRYING FOR A WHILE. &..&&..&&.
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&...&&..&& I THEORIZE SOME KIND OF RESONANCE IN .&&&&&&&&&
..&......& THE NEURAL INTERFACE; SOME SATURATION ..&&&&&&&&
....&&&&.. SIGNAL BEING TRIPPED? THE CONNECTION IS &..&&&&&&.
&&&..&&..& IMPERFECT AND OFTEN INDUCES ....&&&&..
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...&&&&&&. HOLLOW HUNGER. SAND GRAINS UNDER MY ........&&
.&..&&&&.. FINGERTIPS. STRANGE TASTES AND SCENTS. &&&&&&&...
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.&&&...... AND I MEAN, MAYBE IT ISN'T TO FAR &&&&&.....
..&..&&&&& FETCHED THAT SOMETHING LIKE THAT CAN &&&&..&&&&
......&&&& CAUSE AUTONOMOUS REACTIONS? DRY MOUTH. &&&....&&.
&&&&&..&&. FINGER SPASMS. OPENED TEAR DUCTS. &&..&&....
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