all  i want is  eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is  to   be 
 strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes 
  i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking into the  earth's embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing    all i 
 want is  to be strapped to a  chair, and 
 have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me 
   i  want to be  healed by an angel 
 or                a                demon