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.....^^=†@ all i want is  eternal  bliss? ===== all @†=^^.....
.....^††@@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @@††^.....
.^=††††@@# sleep.  =====  all  i   want  is  to  be #@@††††=^.
.^=††@@@@# strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and #@@@@††=^.
.^=††@@@## injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ##@@@††=^.
...^^††@@@ =====   gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes @@@††^^...
....^=†@@@ =====  i'm  on  an astral  plane, slowly @@@†=^....
.^=††@@@## sinking into  the earth's embrace  ===== ##@@@††=^.
.^=††@@@## the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ===== ##@@@††=^.
....^†@@@# muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in #@@@†^....
.^=††@@@@@ rain =====  eyelids  closing ===== all i @@@@@††=^.
.^=††@@@## want is to  be  strapped to a chair, and ##@@@††=^.
.^=††@@@## have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ##@@@††=^.
.......=†@ ===== i want  to be  healed by  an angel @†=.......
.^††@@@### or                a                demon ###@@@††^.
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