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......,«†§ all i  want is eternal bliss?  ««««« all §†«,......
.....,«†§@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @§†«,.....
....,«†§@@ sleep.   «««««  all  i  want  is  to  be @@§†«,....
...,«†§@@# strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and #@@§†«,...
..,«†§@@## injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ##@@§†«,..
.,«†§@@### «««««  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes ###@@§†«,.
..,«†§@@## «««««  i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly ##@@§†«,..
...,«†§@@# sinking into the  earth's embrace  ««««« #@@§†«,...
....,«†§@@ the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ««««« @@§†«,....
.....,«†§@ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @§†«,.....
......,«†§ rain «««««  eyelids closing  ««««« all i §†«,......
.......,«† want is to  be strapped to a chair,  and †«,.......
........,« have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me «,........
........., «««««  i  want to  be healed by an angel ,.........
.......... or                a                demon ..........
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