all i want  is  eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is   to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes 
  i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking into the  earth's embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves  over  me  
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing    all i 
 want is to  be strapped to a chair,  and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me 
  i want to be  healed  by  an angel 
 or                a                demon