all  i  want is eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is   to  be 
 strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes 
   i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly 
 sinking  into the earth's  embrace  
 the  snakes  like waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids  closing  all i 
 want is to  be strapped to  a chair, and 
 have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me 
   i want to  be healed  by an angel 
 or                a                demon