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,&&&,&,&,, always tears in  my eyes when using  the &&&&&,&&&&
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&&&,,,&&,& i  don't think  it's hormonal  overload. ,,&&&&,&&&
,,&,,&,&&, there's  no  grief or joy  as  my  water ,&,,,&&,,,
,&&,&&&,&, rolls  down my  face. i  notice  nothing &&,,&,&,,,
&,&&,,&&&, until my chin  is  wet. wipe it off with ,&,&&&&,,,
&&,&,&,,&& the  back of my hand. but i usually keep &&&,,,&,,&
,&&&&&,&,,            crying for a while.           ,,&,,&&,&,
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&,,,&,,&&& i  theorize  some kind of  resonance  in &,&&&&,,&&
&,,&&,&,,&  the neural interface; some saturation   &&,,,&,&,,
&,&,&&&,&& signal being tripped? the connection  is ,&,,&&&&,&
&&&&,,&&,,       imperfect and often induces        &&,&,,,&&,
,,,&,&,&,&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,&&&,,&,&&
,,&&&&&&&& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my &,,&,&&&,&
,&,,,,,,,,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  &,&&&,,&&&
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,&,,,,,,,, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,&,&&&&,&,
&&,,,,,,,& fetched that  something  like  that  can &&&,,,&&&,
,&,,,,,,&&  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,&,,&,,&&
&&,,,,,&,&     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,&&,&&,&,&
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