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,&&&&,&,,& in  my  first madness i gave names to my &&&,,&,&&&
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&,&,,&,,&& lot of surrounding beliefs  and i  had a ,,,&&&,,&,
&&&&,&&,&, reincarnation system all  made out and i ,,,&,,&,&&
,,,,&&,&&&        started smoking cigarettes        ,,,&&,&&&,
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,&,,&,,&&& kin list:                                ,,&&,,&&&&
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&,,&&,&&&, me - my angsty, depressed,               ,&&&&&&&,,
&&,&,&&,,&      angry little self                   &&,,,,,,&,
&,&&&&,&,& musho - likes colours                    ,,&,,,,,&&
,&&,,,&&&& vidmi - god of forsaken writing          ,,&&,,,,&,
,&,&,,&,,, implements                               &,&,&,,,&&
&&&&&,&&,, naftakin - black cloak and substrate     &&&&&&,,&,
&,,,,&&,&,            for various made up worlds    ,,,,,,&,&&
,&,,,&,&&& wanja - actually i don't know this       ,,,,,,&&&,
,&&,,&&&,,         person. something about          ,,,,,,&,,&
&&,&,&,,&,         "leaves"? or is wanja            ,,,,,,&&,&
,,&&&&&,&&         the "final fox"? (kills you)     ,,,,,,&,&&
&,&,,,,&&, heaven - the world                       ,,,,,,&&&,
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