some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is  politics and a  gun fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or no damage, according to  a 
 weird  system  i  never  understand, and 
 the  whole  dream  is about wanting to 
 understand, it's  very pressing, it's  a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand