stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out