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&&,&,&,&,& , the dream , ,,,,,,,,&&
,,&&&&&&&& , of being swallowed , ,,,,,,,,&,
,,&,,,,,,, , by the beast. , ,,,,,,,,&&
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,,,&,,&,,, # inside ---------------- # &,&&,,,,&&
&,,&&,&&,, , an animal , as if , to be safe ,&&,&,,,&,
&&,&,&&,&, ,&,&&&,,&&
,,&&&&,&&& ,,####@#,,,###,,,###, &&&&,,&,&,
,,&,,,&&,, --,#### --,###--, ####-, ,,,,&,&&&&
&,&&,,&,&, --,#### --,###--, ####-, &,,,&&&,,,
&&&,&,&&&& the dream of resting inside another ,&,,&,,&,,
&,,&&&&,,, animal. thats how it starts, &&&,&&,&&,
&&,&,,,&,, --, with the dream, ,-- &,,&&,&&,&
,,&&&,,&&, --,####--,###--,####-, ,&,&,&&,&&
&,&,,&,&,& but this time i was curious of where it ,&&&&&,&&,
&&&&,&&&&& was going, ,&,,,,&&,&
,,,,&&,,,, @== ---------- ==@ ,&&,,,&,&&
&,,,&,&,,, == -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- == &&,&,,&&&,
&&,,&&&&,, &,&&&,&,,&
,,&,&,,,&, the first gate is the lips &&&,,&&&,&
&,&&&&,,&& ,,,&,&,,&&
,&&,,,&,&, , , to get at the throat. , ,,,&&&&,&,
,&,&,,&&&& ,,,&,,,&&&
&&&&&,&,,, to be falling into the water, the &,,&&,,&,,
&,,,,&&&,, ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,&,&,&,&&,
&&,,,&,,&, the right way - in a very specific way. ,&&&&&&&,&
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,,,&&,,,&& ---===----=-===----=----=======- &&,&&,,,&,
,,,&,&,,&, ----=----==-========== ,,&&,&,,&&
&,,&&&&,&& ===================== ============= &,&,&&&,&,
&&,&,,,&&, it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &&&&&,,&&&
,,&&&,,&,& slow... graceful... but then it gets ,,,,,&,&,,
,,&,,&,&&& too much and you faint. &,,,,&&&&,
,,&&,&&&,, =#--=----------------------======= &&,,,&,,,&
&,&,&&,,&, ============= (you will feel very close ,,&,,&&,,&
,&&&&,&,&& to nature) ,,&&,&,&,&
&&,,,&&&&, =#--=----------------------======= &,&,&&&&&&
,,&,,&,,,& ============= (you will feel very close ,&&&&,,,,,
,,&&,&&,,& to the beast that is everything) &&,,,&,,,,
,,&,&&,&,& =#--=----------------------======= ,,&,,&&,,,
,,&&&,&&&& ============= (only through its help) &,&&,&,&,,
,,&,,&&,,, =#--=----------------------== (very &&&,&&&&&,
,,&&,&,&,, hard to get here without the aid of the ,,,&&,,,,&
&,&,&&&&&, beast) === (state where the human is ,,,&,&,,,&
,&&&&,,,,& submerged in the animal) === == ,,,&&&&,,&
&&,,,&,,,& (becoming the animal) === (forget ,,,&,,,&,&
,,&,,&&,,& everything else) === == (my soul is the &,,&&,,&&&
&,&&,&,&,& beast's soul) === (a sludgy sense of ,&,&,&,&,,
&&&,&&&&&& satisfaction. it's good) === (it's ,&&&&&&&&,
&,,&&,,,,, good) === == (breathing heavily) === &&,,,,,,,&
,&,&,&,,,, === == (the two souls will move &,&,,,,,,&
&&&&&&&,,, together) === (merge and dissolve) === &&&&,,,,,&
,,,,,,,&,, (collective body) === (rearranged and &,,,&,,,,&
&,,,,,,&&, reordered) === (the individual is not &&,,&&,,,&
,&,,,,,&,& so important) &,&,&,&,,&
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