&&,&&&&,&,                                          &&&&&,&,&&
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,,&,&,,&,,                                          ,,,,,&,,,&
&,&&&&,&&,                                          ,,,,,&&,,&
,&&,,,&&,&                                          &,,,,&,&,&
&&,&,,&,&&                 fat cap                  &&,,,&&&&&
,,&&&,&&&,                                          &,&,,&,,,,
,,&,,&&,,& ,,,,,  **  @@  **  @@  **  @@  **  ,,,,, &&&&,&&,,,
,,&&,&,&,&                                          &,,,&&,&,,
,,&,&&&&&& in gardens among  stones along the river &&,,&,&&&,
,,&&&,,,,, grows  the mushroom.  between ferns  and &,&,&&&,,&
&,&,,&,,,, horsemint grows the  mushroom. along the ,&&&&,,&,&
,&&&,&&,,, creek,  with  a  reddish cap  and  white &&,,,&,&&&
&&,,&&,&,, stem and quirky gleam  in its eyes grows &,&,,&&&,,
&,&,&,&&&,              the mushroom.               ,&&&,&,,&,
&&&&&&&,,&                                          ,&,,&&&,&&
,,,,,,,&,&                  ,,,,,                   ,&&,&,,&&,
,,,,,,,&&&                                          ,&,&&&,&,&
&,,,,,,&,, i am  dreaming.  a  package has arrived. &&&&,,&&&&
,&,,,,,&&,                                          &,,,&,&,,,
,&&,,,,&,& through the  park i  go  to  pick it  up &&,,&&&&,,
,&,&,,,&&& from a bitter  lady. a slot  in a  wall, &,&,&,,,&,
,&&&&,,&,, lady  inside, me  outside with  the rest ,&&&&&,,&&
&&,,,&,&&,               of the world.              ,&,,,,&,&,
&,&,,&&&,&                                          ,&&,,,&&&&
,&&&,&,,&&                  ,,,,,                   &&,&,,&,,,
,&,,&&&,&,                                          ,,&&&,&&,,
,&&,&,,&&& delivered is a ny fat cap, a  nozzle (or ,,&,,&&,&,
,&,&&&,&,,       "cap") for spray paint cans.       &,&&,&,&&&
&&&&,,&&&,                                          ,&&,&&&&,,
&,,,&,&,,& through  young forest,  thin and rubbery &&,&&,,,&,
&&,,&&&&,& whips shoot  up from the earth. kirskale &,&&,&,,&&
,,&,&,,,&&    around my feet. concrete trenches,    ,&&,&&&,&,
,,&&&&,,&, abandoned  gray walls. i  shall  try the &&,&&,,&&&
&,&,,,&,&&             new nozzle here.             ,,&&,&,&,,
&&&&,,&&&,                                          ,,&,&&&&&,
&,,,&,&,,& the paint  inside comes  out,  it  comes ,,&&&,,,,&
,&,,&&&&,& like  a massage shower, it comes  like a ,,&,,&,,,&
&&&,&,,,&& thick  and slow beam. rich with red  and &,&&,&&,,&
,,,&&&,,&,               gooey paint.               ,&&,&&,&,&
&,,&,,&,&&                                          &&,&&,&&&&
,&,&&,&&&, doesn't  hit  anything. it  keeps  going ,,&&,&&,,,
,&&&,&&,,& and  never  reaches   the   walls.  it's ,,&,&&,&,,
,&,,&&,&,& forever  falling,  but  nothing will  be ,,&&&,&&&,
,&&,&,&&&&                 stained.                 ,,&,,&&,,&
&&,&&&&,,,                                          &,&&,&,&,&
,,&&,,,&,, ,,,,,  **  @@  **  @@  **  @@  **  ,,,,, &&&,&&&&&&
&,&,&,,&&,                                          ,,,&&,,,,,
&&&&&&,&,&            i think to myself:            ,,,&,&,,,,
&,,,,,&&&&       "new york fat cap" is weird        &,,&&&&,,,
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&,&,,,&&,,                                          ,&&&&,,&&,
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