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¨~~=$%¤@@# ¨~=%@@####@@%=~¨ #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨~~==%%¤ ¨¨¨~~~%@ dreams @%~~~¨¨¨ ¤%%==~~¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# ¨~=%@@####@@%=~¨ #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# ¨¨$@$¨¨ #@@¤%$=~~¨
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¨¨¨~~~~$%@ ¨~¨ @%$~~~~¨¨¨
¨~~=$%%¤¤¤ ¨$¤@#@¤$¨ ¤¤¤%%$=~~¨
¨¨¨~==%%¤@ ¨~¨ @¤%%==~¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@@ @@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@@ internal visionary state @@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~$¤ ¤$~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨~~~~$¤@@ the spirit travels @@¤$~~~~¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~$¤@@ @@¤$~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~~~~$$%@ ¨~=%@@####@@%=~¨ @%$$~~~~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# ¨~¨ #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# a cost #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=%¤@@## (anecdote) ##@@¤%=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨~==$%@@ ~~ @@%$==~¨¨¨
¨~~=$%@@## ##@@%$=~~¨
¨~~~~=$¤@@ i wake suddenly, and for a second @@¤$=~~~~¨
¨~~====%@@ everything is completely calm and dead @@%====~~¨
¨¨¨~~~~=%¤ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¤%=~~~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=%¤@@ slowly start to piece together my @@¤%=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=%@@ consciousness and my body. @@%=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~$¤@ @¤$~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# then the fear hits me and i feel #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤¤@@ acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. @@¤¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨~$$%¤¤ ¨¨ ¤¤%$$~¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%%¤¤@ @¤¤%%$=~~¨
~~=$%¤@@## there are circles and crosses inscribed ##@@¤%$=~~
¨¨¨¨¨~=$%@ all over my vision, pressing in, being @%$=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@@ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, @@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~$¤¤ their internal logic changing and ¤¤$~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# grinding trenches in my mind. it's like #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@@ language, sentences i can't hide from, @@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=$¤@ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and @¤$=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~=$%¤@@## doing damage there. ##@@¤%$=~¨
¨¨¨~~~=$¤@ @¤$=~~~¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# then i realize i can't hear anything #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# because there's something there #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨~$$$¤@ already, droning everything out, a @¤$$$~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~=$%%¤¤ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¤¤%%$=~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=%%@@ particular microtonality. @@%%=~¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@## ##@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%@@## ~~ ##@@%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=$¤@ @¤$=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~$$¤¤ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¤¤$$~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤¤@@ almost mocking. @@¤¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~==$¤ ¤$==~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# i feel helpless, but i must try to #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# escape. to crawl on the floor searching #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# relief, such is my nature. turning the #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# lights on does nothing... getting #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=%¤¤ outside does nothing... drinking water ¤¤%=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~$$$%@ does noting... but time does - after @%$$$~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~$¤@ thirty seconds i'm normal again, @¤$~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@## doubting anything of this happened in ##@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# the first place. #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=$¤ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¤$=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨~~~==%%¤ i don't know what to make. ¤%%==~~~¨¨
¨¨¨~~=$¤¤@ @¤¤$=~~¨¨¨
¨~~=$%@@## but i'm tired. ##@@%$=~~¨
¨~~~~===%¤ ¤%===~~~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# ¨ #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨~~~$%%@@ ~~~=~~~ @@%%$~~~¨¨
¨~~=$%¤@@@ ¨ @@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@@ @@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@## this can happen if you wander too far, ##@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨~=$%¤@ when dreaming? @¤%$=~¨¨¨¨
¨~~=%¤@@## i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ##@@¤%=~~¨
¨~=$%¤@@## what these are. like you do with a cat ##@@¤%$=~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# who comes to close to your sandwich... #@@¤%$=~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@## ##@¤%$=~~¨
¨¨¨¨~~==%¤ ¤%==~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~$%¤@@## ##@@¤%$~~¨
¨~~=$%¤@@# #@@¤%$=~~¨
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