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,,,,-\†*£¶         internal visionary state         ¶£*†\-,,,,
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,,,,,,-\†*            the spirit travels            *†\-,,,,,,
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,-\†*£¶###                  a cost                  ###¶£*†\-,
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,,,,,,-\†* i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second *†\-,,,,,,
,,,,,-\†*£ everything  is completely  calm and dead £*†\-,,,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,-\†*£¶# slowly  start  to   piece   together  my #¶£*†\-,,,
,,-\†*£¶##        consciousness and my body.        ##¶£*†\-,,
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,,-\†*£¶## then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ##¶£*†\-,,
,,,-\†*£¶#   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    #¶£*†\-,,,
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,,,,,-\†*£ there are  circles and crosses inscribed £*†\-,,,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,-\†*£¶# almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, #¶£*†\-,,,
,,-\†*£¶##     their internal logic changing and    ##¶£*†\-,,
,-\†*£¶### grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ###¶£*†\-,
,,-\†*£¶## language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ##¶£*†\-,,
,,,-\†*£¶# forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and #¶£*†\-,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶            doing damage there.           ¶£*†\-,,,,
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,,,,,,-\†* then i  realize i  can't  hear  anything *†\-,,,,,,
,,,,,-\†*£      because there's something there     £*†\-,,,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶    already, droning everything out, a    ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,-\†*£¶# rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's #¶£*†\-,,,
,,-\†*£¶##        particular microtonality.         ##¶£*†\-,,
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,,,,-\†*£¶ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,,,-\†*£             almost mocking.              £*†\-,,,,,
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,,,,,-\†*£ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to £*†\-,,,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,-\†*£¶# relief,  such is  my nature. turning the #¶£*†\-,,,
,,-\†*£¶##     lights on does nothing... getting    ##¶£*†\-,,
,-\†*£¶###  outside does nothing... drinking water  ###¶£*†\-,
,,-\†*£¶## does  noting...  but time  does  - after ##¶£*†\-,,
,,,-\†*£¶#     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     #¶£*†\-,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶ doubting anything  of  this  happened in ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,,,-\†*£             the first place.             £*†\-,,,,,
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,,,,,-\†*£ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. £*†\-,,,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶ i   don't    know    what    to    make. ¶£*†\-,,,,
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,,-\†*£¶##              but i'm tired.              ##¶£*†\-,,
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,,,,,,-\†* this can happen  if  you wander too far, *†\-,,,,,,
,,,,,-\†*£ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless £*†\-,,,,,
,,,,-\†*£¶              when dreaming?              ¶£*†\-,,,,
,,,-\†*£¶# i imagine a prick  on  the nose,  that's #¶£*†\-,,,
,,-\†*£¶## what these are.  like you do with a  cat ##¶£*†\-,,
,-\†*£¶### who comes to close to  your  sandwich... ###¶£*†\-,
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