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&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                 ,,$@$,,                  &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&             ,.*%@######@%*.,             &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,         ,,,..~%# DREAMS #%~..,,,         &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&             ,.*%@######@%*.,             &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                 ,,$@$,,                  &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                    ,.,                   &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                 ,$&###&$,                &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                   ,.,                    &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,             ,.*%@######@%*.,             &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                   ,~,                    &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                  A COST                  &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                (ANECDOTE)                &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                    ..                    &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A   SECOND &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY  CALM AND DEAD &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE  TOGETHER   MY &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I   FEEL &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~.    &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                    ,,                    &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, ALL OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN,  BEING &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN  FEEL THEM SQUIRM, &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY  MIND. IT'S LIKE &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE  FROM, &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN MY  MIND, AND &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, THEN I  REALIZE  I CAN'T  HEAR  ANYTHING &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& RAPID MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                    ..                    &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY  CALM. IT'S &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&             ALMOST MOCKING.              &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY TO &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON  THE FLOOR SEARCHING &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY NATURE.  TURNING THE &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME  DOES - AFTER &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, DOUBTING  ANYTHING OF  THIS HAPPENED  IN &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&             THE FIRST PLACE.             &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& MY  EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, I    DON'T   KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,              BUT I'M TIRED.              &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                     ,                    &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                  ..~*~..                 &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                    ,                     &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& I GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,              WHEN DREAMING?              &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& I  IMAGINE  A PRICK ON  THE NOSE, THAT'S &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, WHAT THESE  ARE. LIKE  YOU DO WITH A CAT &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& WHO  COMES  TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... &,,&,,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&&,&&,&,
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