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§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨§¨§§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§                 ¨¨†@†¨¨                  ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§             ¨,;%@######@%;,¨             §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§         ¨¨¨,,~%# dreams #%~,,¨¨¨         §§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§             ¨,;%@######@%;,¨             ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                 ¨¨†@†¨¨                  ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§                   ¨,¨                    ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                 ¨†§###§†¨                §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                   ¨,¨                    §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨         internal visionary state         §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨§§            the spirit travels            ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨             ¨,;%@######@%;,¨             ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                    ¨~¨                   ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                  a cost                  §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨                (anecdote)                ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ everything  is completely calm and  dead §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨ slowly   start  to  piece   together  my §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel §¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    §§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                    ¨¨                    ¨§§§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ there are  circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§    their internal logic changing and     §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨§¨§§¨¨ forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§§§¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§ then  i  realize i can't  hear  anything ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨     because there's something there      §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨        particular microtonality.         ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§                    ,,                    ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§                                          §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨             almost mocking.              ¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§ i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ relief, such  is  my nature. turning the §¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨    lights on does nothing... getting     §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ does  noting... but  time  does  - after §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ doubting anything  of  this happened  in ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨             the first place.             ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§ i   don't    know    what    to    make. §§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§                    ¨                     ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                  ,,~;~,,                 §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                     ¨                    §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ this can  happen if you wander  too far, §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨§§              when dreaming?              ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§ i  imagine  a prick on  the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨ what  these are. like you  do with a cat ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ who  comes to  close to your sandwich... ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨