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&£=†=-,,,, everything  is  completely calm and dead ,,,,-=†=£&
#&£=†=-,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,-=†=£&#
##&£=†=-,, slowly  start   to   piece  together  my ,,-=†=£&##
###&£=†=-,        consciousness and my body.        ,-=†=£&###
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#&£=†=-,,, then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ,,,-=†=£&#
&£=†=-,,,,    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ,,,,-=†=£&
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##&£=†=-,, there are  circles and crosses inscribed ,,-=†=£&##
###&£=†=-, all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ,-=†=£&###
##&£=†=-,, almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,,-=†=£&##
#&£=†=-,,,    their internal logic changing and     ,,,-=†=£&#
&£=†=-,,,, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ,,,,-=†=£&
£=†=-,,,,, language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ,,,,,-=†=£
&£=†=-,,,, forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and ,,,,-=†=£&
#&£=†=-,,,           doing damage there.            ,,,-=†=£&#
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###&£=†=-, then  i  realize  i  can't hear anything ,-=†=£&###
##&£=†=-,,      because there's something there     ,,-=†=£&##
#&£=†=-,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,-=†=£&#
&£=†=-,,,, rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ,,,,-=†=£&
£=†=-,,,,,         particular microtonality.        ,,,,,-=†=£
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###&£=†=-, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,-=†=£&###
##&£=†=-,,             almost mocking.              ,,-=†=£&##
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&£=†=-,,,, i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,,,,-=†=£&
£=†=-,,,,, escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ,,,,,-=†=£
&£=†=-,,,, relief, such is my  nature. turning  the ,,,,-=†=£&
#&£=†=-,,,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,,-=†=£&#
##&£=†=-,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,-=†=£&##
###&£=†=-, does  noting... but time  does  -  after ,-=†=£&###
##&£=†=-,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,-=†=£&##
#&£=†=-,,, doubting  anything  of this  happened in ,,,-=†=£&#
&£=†=-,,,,             the first place.             ,,,,-=†=£&
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&£=†=-,,,, my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ,,,,-=†=£&
#&£=†=-,,, i    don't   know    what    to    make. ,,,-=†=£&#
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###&£=†=-,              but i'm tired.              ,-=†=£&###
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#&£=†=-,,, this  can happen  if you wander too far, ,,,-=†=£&#
##&£=†=-,, i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,-=†=£&##
###&£=†=-,              when dreaming?              ,-=†=£&###
##&£=†=-,, i imagine a prick on  the  nose,  that's ,,-=†=£&##
#&£=†=-,,, what  these are. like  you do with a cat ,,,-=†=£&#
&£=†=-,,,, who comes to close  to  your sandwich... ,,,,-=†=£&
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