the dream                
           of being swallowed           
              by the beast.             
                                        
  
                                          
       inside           
   an  animal   as  if    to  be  safe 
                                          
                     
                    
                    
 the  dream  of  resting  inside  another 
 animal.    thats    how    it    starts, 
       with     the     dream,      
                    
 but this time i was curious  of where it 
 was                               going, 
                          
                  
                                          
 the    first    gate   is    the    lips 
                                          
       to   get   at   the   throat.   
                                          
 to  be  falling  into   the  water,  the 
 ocean, the void,  but it must be done in 
 the right way - in a very  specific way. 
                                          
   
                         
          
                    
        
  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  
   slow... graceful... but then it gets   
         too much and you faint.          
        
  (you will feel very close  
                to nature)                
        
   (you will feel very close 
     to the beast that is everything)     
        
    (only through its help)  
     (very   
 hard to get here without the aid of the  
   beast)  (state where the human is   
     submerged in the animal)        
     (becoming the animal)  (forget    
  everything else)   (my soul is the 
   beast's soul)  (a sludgy sense of   
    satisfaction. it's good)  (it's    
   good)   (breathing heavily)    
       (the two souls will move      
  together)  (merge and dissolve)   
   (collective body)  (rearranged and  
   reordered)  (the individual is not  
              so important)