,@@@@@,@,@                                          ,,,@@@,,@@
@@,,,,@@@@                                          @,,@,,@,@,
@,@,,,@,,,                                          ,@,@@,@@@@
,@@@,,@@,,                                          ,@@@,@@,,,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @@,,@@,@,,
,@@,@@@@@@ something's  inside  of me  and  i  know @,@,@,@@@,
,@,@@,,,,, this  because  of   how  nice  it  feels @@@@@@@,,@
@@@@,@,,,,                                          @,,,,,,@,@
,,,,@@@,,, **************************************** @@,,,,,@@@
@,,,@,,@,,                                          @,@,,,,@,,
@@,,@@,@@, there are brown spots  on my hands. they @@@@,,,@@,
@,@,@,@@,@    are moving, growing, disappearing,    @,,,@,,@,@
,@@@@@@,@@ appearing  again. this is almost erotic. ,@,,@@,@@@
@@,,,,,@@,                                          @@@,@,@@,,
@,@,,,,@,@ there is a spy in my eyes, installed  to ,,,@@@@,@,
@@@@,,,@@@ identify  these  spots and to give me an @,,@,,,@@@
,,,,@,,@,,     appropriate reaction (positive).     @@,@@,,@,,
,,,,@@,@@,                                          @,@@,@,@@,
,,,,@,@@,@ when i gather  all my willpower, and set ,@@,@@@@,@
@,,,@@@,@@ it  ablaze   all   at  once,   the  most @@,@@,,,@@
,@,,@,,@@, resistance i can muster is indifference. @,@@,@,,@,
,@@,@@,@,@                                          @@@,@@@,@@
@@,@@,@@@@                                          @,,@@,,@@,
@,@@,@@,,,                                          @@,@,@,@,@
,@@,@@,@,,                                          ,,@@@@@@@@
@@,@@,@@@,                                          @,@,,,,,,,