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&&&&&&&... something's inside  of  me  and  i  know &&&...&&..
.&&&&&..&& this  because  of   how  nice  it  feels .&..&.....
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...&..&&.. //////////////////////////////////////// &&&&&..&&.
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...&&&&&.. there  are brown spots on my hands. they .&&..&&&&.
&&..&&&...    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ......&&..
.....&..&& appearing again.  this is almost erotic. .&&&&.....
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&&&..&&&.. there is a spy in my eyes,  installed to &......&&&
&&....&..& identify these  spots and  to give me an ..&&&&..&&
&..&&.....     appropriate reaction (positive).     ...&&....&
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&&&&&..&&& when  i gather all my willpower, and set &..&&....&
&&&&....&& it  ablaze   all   at  once,  the   most ......&&..
.&&..&&..& resistance i can muster is indifference. .&&&&.....
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