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¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ always tears in my eyes  when  using the ¨§§¨¨¨§§¨¨
§§¨§§¨¨§¨¨                 machine.                 §¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨                                          §§§¨§§§§¨§
§¨§§§§¨§¨§ i  don't think  it's hormonal  overload. ¨¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§§¨¨¨§§§§¨ there's  no  grief  or joy as  my  water ¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ rolls  down  my  face. i notice  nothing §§§§¨§§¨¨§
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ until  my chin  is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§§¨§¨§§§§ the back  of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨§¨§§§§¨¨
§¨§§§§¨¨¨¨            crying for a while.           ¨§§§¨¨¨§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨§§¨§
¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in §¨§§¨§¨§§¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨¨§  the neural interface; some saturation   §§¨§§§§¨§¨
¨§§§§§¨¨§¨ signal being tripped?  the connection is ¨§§¨¨¨§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨        imperfect and often induces       §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§§§¨§¨  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  §§§¨§§¨¨§¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§§¨ hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ¨¨§§¨§¨§§§
§¨§§¨§¨¨§§  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ¨§¨§§§§¨¨¨
§§¨§§§¨§¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨§ fetched  that  something  like that  can ¨§§¨§¨§§§¨
§§§§§¨§§§§  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  §¨§§§§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    §§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§§                                          ¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨
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