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,&&&,&&&,, I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,,,,,,&,,,
&,,&&,,&,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,,,,&&,,,
&,&,&,&&,, DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ,,,,&,&,,&
&&&&&&,&,& ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ,,,&&&&,&,
,,,,,&&&&& THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,&,,,&&&&
,,,,&,,,,& THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,&&,,&,,,&
,,,&&,,,&& REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE &,&,&&,,&&
,,&,&,,&,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   &&&&,&,&,&
,&&&&,&&,& ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ,,,&&&&&&&
&,,,&&,&&& HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,&,,,,,,&
&,,&,&&,,, LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN ,&&,,,,,&,
&,&&&,&,,, KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS &,&,,,,&&&
&&,,&&&,,& ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE &&&,,,&,,,
,&,&,,&,&,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,&,,&&,,&
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,&&&&,&&&,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,&,,,,&&,,
&,,,&&,,&& INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN &&,,,&,&,,
&,,&,&,&,, THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ,&,,&&&&,&
&,&&&&&&,& BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT &&,&,,,&&,
&&,,,,,&&& BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,&&&,,&,&&
,&,,,,&,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL &,,&,&&&,,
&&,,,&&,,&             THESE THINGS UP.             &,&&&,,&,,
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&,&,,,,&,& IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,&,&,&,,,
&&&,,,&&&, WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,&&&&&&,,&
,,&,,&,,&& CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE &,,,,,&,&,
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,&&,&,,&,& IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY &,&,&,&,,,
&,&&&,&&&& HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I &&&&&&&,,,
&&,,&&,,,, CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,,,,,&,,&
,&,&,&,,,, THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,,,,,&&,&,
&&&&&&,,,, NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,&,&&&,
,,,,,&,,,&     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,,,&&&,,&&
,,,,&&,,&&  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,&,,&,&,&
,,,&,&,&,& AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,&&,&&&&&&
,,&&&&&&&, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO &,&&,,,,,&
,&,,,,,,&,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        &&,&,,,,&&
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