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,&,&,&,&,& always  tears in my eyes when using  the ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,&                 machine.                 ,,&,&,&,&&
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,&,&,&,&,& i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,& there's no  grief  or  joy  as  my water ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,& rolls  down my  face.  i notice  nothing ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,& until  my chin is  wet. wipe it off with ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,& the back  of my hand. but i usually keep ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,&            crying for a while.           ,&&,&,&,,&
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,&,&,&,&,& i theorize  some  kind  of  resonance in ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,&   the neural interface; some saturation  ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,& signal being tripped? the connection  is ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,&        imperfect and often induces       ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,&  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,&&,&,&,,&
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,&,&,&,&,& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,& fetched  that  something  like that  can ,,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,&,&,&  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,&&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&,&,&     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,,&,&,&,&&
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