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&.&..&.&.& OFF, SHOWER CURTAINS DRAWN. FLOOR FULL &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& OF DIRTY CLOTHES, OF GARBAGE, AND AS I &.&.&.&.&.
&.&..&.&.& START TO UNZIP MY PANTS, SHE STEPS OUT &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& OF THE SHOWER AND PUSHES ME TO &.&.&.&.&.
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&.&..&.&.& I WISH TO BE CONTACTED BY SOME &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& [GOD, ALIEN] WHO WOULD BESTOW UPON ME &.&.&.&.&.
&.&..&.&.& SOME INCREDIBLE POWER THAT WILL SET &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& EVERYTHING RIGHT FOREVER. WHAT I DON'T &.&.&.&.&.
&.&..&.&.& KNOW IS THAT THIS HAPPENS MULTIPLE &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& TIMES PER SECOND - THEY ASK ME: "WHEN &.&.&.&.&.
&.&..&.&.& YOU SAID THE WORLD EGG WAS YOUR IDEAL &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& BODY TYPE, DID YOU MEAN IT"? I ANSWER &.&.&.&.&.
&.&..&.&.& "NOT REALLY, BUT I CAN ACT LIKE IT FOR &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& YOU, IF YOU'D LIKE". AT THIS POINT &.&.&.&.&.
&.&..&.&.& HOWEVER THEY HAVE ALREADY ERASED MY &.&.&.&.&.
&.&.&&.&.& MEMORY OF THE ENCOUNTER AND MOVED ON. &.&.&.&.&.
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