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&,&,&,&&,&                 (icarus)                 &,,&,&,&&,
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&,&,&,&&,& i  had   this   idea   that  you   could &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,&  construct reality checks (as for lucid  &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& dreaming, where  you'd learn this  habit &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& of trying  to  sneakily  break the rules &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& of   causality   or  physics,   such  as &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& flipping a  light  switch to  see  if it &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& actually   turns  off  the  lights,   or &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& trying  to  get  your   hands  to  phase &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& together.  the thought being that if any &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& of  the "checks"  actually worked, you'd &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& know  you   were  dreaming)  for  datura &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,&                 plants.                  &,&&,&,,&,
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&,&,&,,&,& i  thought, you  could get in  the habit &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& of throwing things on  the ground,  like &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,&    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& because everyone who does  datura smokes &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& cigarettes.  (they in fact  aren't,  and &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& so  sooner   or  later   the  cigarettes &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& disappear, and  they search  the ground, &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& but  nothing's there.) throwing  pens on &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,& the  ground and  picking them  back  up. &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& and be  really concerned if they weren't &,,&,&,&&,
&,&,&,,&,&               to be there.               &,&&,&,,&,
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&,&,&,,&,& this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants &,&&,&,,&,
&,&,&,&&,& work.    but   i   had   the    thought. &,,&,&,&&,
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