Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In  The Winter  Because I 
 Do  Not Know How  Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times At  Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side  Effects That I 
 Really  Do Not Like, And  There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time  I  Could Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without  Getting Anxious 
 ... And  I  Should Avoid To Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or  At Least  The Burn-Ins  In 
 The  Eyes,  And   Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I  Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And  Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will  No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close   My  Eyes,   Not  Actually  Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now And Then I Hear  This Sound (A  Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is Always Unpleasant,  I  Become 
 So Stressful, But I  Think It Has To  Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.