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####¤$/~:¨ I    WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ¨:~/$¤####
###¤$/~:¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ¨¨:~/$¤###
##¤$/~:¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨:~/$¤##
#¤$/~:¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨¨:~/$¤#
¤$/~:¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨:~/$¤
$/~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~/$
/~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~/
~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~
:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:
~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~
/~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~/
$/~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~/$
¤$/~:¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨:~/$¤
#¤$/~:¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨:~/$¤#
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###¤$/~:¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨¨:~/$¤###
##¤$/~:¨¨¨ WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨:~/$¤##
#¤$/~:¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨:~/$¤#
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~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~
:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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