¨¨§§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
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¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§¨§¨¨¨§                    EH                    §¨§§§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨§§                                          §§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                     =                    ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨§
§§§¨§§§§§§                                          §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§ I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ¨§§§§§¨§§§
¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§§§¨¨¨§¨¨ DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN §¨¨¨§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨ ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §¨¨§§§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨§¨§¨¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND §¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨§§§§§¨§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §§§¨¨¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨ REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨§§¨§§§§¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §§¨§¨¨§¨¨§
§§§§§¨§§§§ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ¨§§§¨§§¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS §¨¨§§¨§§§§
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE §¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨§§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            §§§§¨§¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨§
§§¨¨§§§§¨§                     =                    ¨¨§¨¨§§§§§
¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§¨¨§¨¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     §¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§¨§¨§¨ THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨¨§§§§§¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT §§§¨§¨¨§¨§
§§¨§¨¨¨¨§§ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨§§§¨§§§§
¨§§§¨¨¨§¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             §§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§§§§§¨¨¨§
§§¨§§§§§§¨                    =                     §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨§§¨§§§
§¨§¨¨¨¨§§§ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨ WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §¨§§§¨§¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE §§¨¨§§§§§§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨§§§§§¨¨¨                    =                     §§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨ HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨§¨§¨§¨§§§
¨§¨§§§§¨¨¨ CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S §§§§§§§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§§
§¨§§§§§¨¨§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨§§§§§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨§¨¨¨§§§§§ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §¨§¨¨§§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§§¨§¨¨§§¨
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¨§¨¨§§§¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
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