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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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