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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"     ¨       
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           still unknown to me, other than  through         . 
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they  may be dark and monochrome.           
                        they may not.                         
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being              . 
           corrupted before your eyes - turning  to           
         = ash, but there's  no flame. you hold  it           
           up  to  your nose, suck  it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to   the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here on the  fifth  floor, with  a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
                 folding into each other, like                
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into each  other. creases  are flattened     ¨     
           out, distances disappear,  the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on the  edge  of   ^       
        .  everything rather  than the  surface: it   .       
                   all goes completely dark.                  
                                                              
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