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@&%%%%^~:¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨:~^%%%%&@
@@@&¤%^~:¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨:~^%¤&@@@
@@¤¤%%^~:¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨:~^%%¤¤@@
#@@&¤%^~:¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨:~^%¤&@@#
@&%~¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨¨~%&@
@&¤¤%^~~:¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨:~~^%¤¤&@
@@@&¤%^~:¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨:~^%¤&@@@
@&%^~:¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨:~^%&@
@@@&¤%^~:¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨:~^%¤&@@@
#@@&¤%^~:¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨:~^%¤&@@#
##@@¤%^~:¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨:~^%¤@@##
@¤^:¨¨¨¨¨¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨¨:^¤@
@@&&¤%^~:¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨:~^%¤&&@@
##@&¤%^~:¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨:~^%¤&@##
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@&&¤%~~¨¨¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨¨¨~~%¤&&@
#@@&¤%^~:¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨:~^%¤&@@#
&%^:¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨¨¨¨¨¨:^%&
@@&&¤%^~:¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨:~^%¤&&@@
@@@&¤%^~:¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨:~^%¤&@@@
#@@&¤%^~:¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨:~^%¤&@@#
@&%~:::::¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨:::::~%&@
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#@@&¤%^~:¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨:~^%¤&@@#
@@@&¤%^~:¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨:~^%¤&@@@
##@&¤%^~:¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨:~^%¤&@##
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#@@&¤%^~:¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨:~^%¤&@@#
@@@&¤%^~:¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨:~^%¤&@@@
&¤¤^:¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨:^¤¤&
#@@&¤%^~:¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨:~^%¤&@@#
&¤%~~¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨~~%¤&
#@@&¤%^~:¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨:~^%¤&@@#
&¤%^:¨¨¨¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨¨¨¨:^%¤&
#@@&¤%^~:¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨:~^%¤&@@#
&&¤¤%%^~:¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨:~^%%¤¤&&
##@@¤%^~:¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨:~^%¤@@##
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