Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking    To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not Know How Useful  They  Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When  I Take 
 Them, The  Last Few Times At Least,  And 
 There Are Plenty Of  Side Effects That I 
 Really Do Not Like,  And There  Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long Time  I  Could Not  See  A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I  Should Avoid To Ruin  All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or At Least  The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,  And   Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But  Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A Load  Of  ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists Of,  And  How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be  Dark When I 
 Close  My  Eyes,   Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just  FieldS And Motion. 
 Now And Then  I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It Is Always  Unpleasant,  I  Become 
 So  Stressful, But I Think  It Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.