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#¨#¨#¨##¨#                    ~                     ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
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#¨#¨#¨##¨# I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
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#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
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#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#                    ~                     ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
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#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
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#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#                    ~                     ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
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#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS  SOUND (A REAL ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# SO  STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨#        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
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