ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"   
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 still unknown  to me, other than through 
    dreams*. apparently made for making   
 holes. they  may be dark and monochrome. 
               they may not.              
                                          
 white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key? 
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger. 
      glossy freckled ceramics, with      
      something organic inside, being     
 corrupted before your eyes -  turning to 
 ash, but there's no flame.  you hold  it 
 up to  your  nose,  suck  it  in  with a 
 sharp  inhale.  exit   to  the  balcony. 
                                          
 here on  the  fifth floor,  with  a view 
 over  the  parking  lot,   things  start 
      folding into each other, like       
  collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions  
    becoming flat and adjacent. pressed   
 into  each  other. creases are flattened 
 out, distances  disappear, the  world is 
 mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and 
 suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of 
 everything rather  than the  surface: it 
         all goes completely dark.