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&,&&&&&&&& I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING &&&&,&,&,,
&&&,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I &,,,&&&&&,
&,,&,,,,,, DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ,&,,&,,,,&
,&,&&,,,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,&&,&&,,,&
&&&&,&,,,, THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ,&,&&,&,,&
,,,,&&&,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I &&&&,&&&,&
&,,,&,,&,, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE &,,,&&,,&&
,&,,&&,&&,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,&,,&,&,&,
,&&,&,&&,& ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I ,&&,&&&&&&
&&,&&&&,&& HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,&,&&,,,,,
&,&&,,,&&, LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN &&&&,&,,,,
&&&,&,,&,& KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,&&&,,,
&,,&&&,&&& ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,&,,&,,
&&,&,,&&,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            &,,,&&,&&,
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&,&&&&&,,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,,,,&,&,&
,&&,,,,&,, INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ,,,,,&&&&&
&&,&,,,&&, THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS &,,,,&,,,,
&,&&&,,&,& BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT &&,,,&&,,,
&&&,,&,&&& BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH &,&,,&,&,,
&,,&,&&&,, COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL &&&&,&&&&,
&&,&&&,,&,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,&&,,,&
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&&,,,,,&,& IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ,&&&&&,,&,
&,&,,,,&&& WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" &&,,,,&,&&
,&&&,,,&,, CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE &,&,,,&&&,
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&,,&,&&,,, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,&,&&,,&&,
&&,&&&,&,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I &&&&,&,&,&
,,&&,,&&&, CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,,,&&&&&&
&,&,&,&,,& THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. &,,,&,,,,,
&&&&&&&&,& NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL &&,,&&,,,,
&,,,,,,,&&    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     &,&,&,&,,,
&&,,,,,,&,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  &&&&&&&&,,
&,&,,,,,&& AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME &,,,,,,,&,
&&&&,,,,&, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO  DO ,&,,,,,,&&
,,,,&,,,&&        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,&&,,,,,&,
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