¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨#                                          #¨#¨¨¨##¨#
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨##¨                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨¨¨¨##¨#¨                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨ always tears  in my  eyes when using the #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨¨##¨#¨#¨                 machine.                 #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ there's  no grief or  joy  as  my  water #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ rolls  down my  face.  i notice  nothing #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ until my chin  is wet. wipe it off  with #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ the back of my  hand. but i usually keep #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨            crying for a while.           #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨   the neural interface; some saturation  #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ signal being tripped?  the connection is #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨       imperfect and often induces        #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨ fetched  that something  like  that  can #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#