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,,-;§%#¶## now, usually i feel  good (maybe?),  but ##¶#%§;-,,
,,,,-§%%¶# this  time  of  confusion  also leads to #¶%%§-,,,,
,,-;§%##¶# all  analyzes  ending in "useless"  -  i #¶##%§;-,,
,,-;§%#### was being  bothered  by  something  in a ####%§;-,,
,,,,,,--§# song or  movie or book,  so i think, how #§--,,,,,,
,,,,-;%### would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ###%;-,,,,
,,-;§%#¶## purpose  of  this process,  what does it ##¶#%§;-,,
,,-;§%#¶## consist of...?  and through  the process ##¶#%§;-,,
,,-;§%#¶¶# more  and more  pieces falls  off  until #¶¶#%§;-,,
,,-;§§%%%¶     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¶%%%§§;-,,
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,,-;§%#¶## reductionist hell -                      ##¶#%§;-,,
,,,,-§§%## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##%§§-,,,,
,,,,,,;§§# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #§§;,,,,,,
,,-;§%#¶## abstract they are, the things, until     ##¶#%§;-,,
,,-;§%¶### they cease to be things at all           ###¶%§;-,,
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,,-;§%#¶## are we just stacked triangles? there is  ##¶#%§;-,,
,,,,,-;%## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##%;-,,,,,
,,,,--§§## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##§§--,,,,
,,,---§%#¶ sense.                                   ¶#%§---,,,
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,,,--§%%¶¶ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¶¶%%§--,,,
,,,,,,;;§# when i am nothing but the question, it   #§;;,,,,,,
,,-;§%#¶## feels like it can all slip through my    ##¶#%§;-,,
,,-;§%#¶## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##¶#%§;-,,
,,,-;§§%#¶ was after that.                          ¶#%§§;-,,,
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