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,,&,&,&&,& not actually a palace. a cottage in the &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& woods (temperate climate, rains every ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& other day, springs and streams and &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& mysterious iron and stone artifacts, ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& birdland-ish eternal spring (late &&,&&,&,&&
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,&&,&,,&,& i wake up every morning at six am. it's ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& dark, and the stars are out, but the &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& sun is about to rise. its a long day, ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& before it fades to night again, and &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& then it stays so until i fall asleep. ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& it doesn't rise unless i've had my &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& dreams. ,&,,&,&,,&
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,&&,&,,&,& in this cottage there's a lot of radio ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& equipment, sound stuff, synths, tape &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& players. pen and paper, books, cameras, ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& mirrors, prisms, and various things to &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& do art with. the fridge is filled with ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& differet foods, all of them intriguing, &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& slightly weird. ,&,,&,&,,&
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,&&,&,,&,& i have friends - there's a cat, and a ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& dog (who is ridicolously large and &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& wants to be the big spoon). i listen to ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& the shortwave radio, and transmit a bit &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& myself, songs and poetry, and found ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& sounds from the forest. the others tell &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& of their lives, play the guitar for me, ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& and tell tales of the old world. i &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& consider them friends as well. ,&,,&,&,,&
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,&&,&,,&,& most importantly, there's a two square ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& meter area on the floor where i can &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& "save" things. whatever i put in here ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& will not be affected by the nightly &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& reset. everything else, however, is ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& completely reset overnight: synth &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& patches removed, food uneaten, wounds ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& healed, and wherever and whenever i'd &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& fall asleep i'd always wake up fully ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& rested in my bed. sometimes there's &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& accidents where i lose stuff by ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& forgetting to put them in the square. &&,&&,&,&&
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,,&,&,&&,& at night, i have demi-lucid dreams &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& where the spirits of the forest around ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& the cottage tries to communicate. here, &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& it's not endless but connected to a ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& large sprawling city, where my radio &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& friends live. we go exploring together ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& - things are deep and dark - but unlike &&,&&,&,&&
,&&,&,,&,& me, they never remember during the day. ,&,,&,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,& this is a mystery we often discuss. &&,&&,&,&&
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