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.,.¨.»=**@ to west, getting broader and deeper and @**=».¨.,.
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.^~~=:**†& they had been a swampworld with sylvan &†**:=~~^.
,:-:$£#¶@# water, stone rings and floating moss. #@¶#£$:-:,
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.:=/*%@### to get up, still looking at the ###@%*/=:.
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,,-;=@¤£@# hands, who are busy putting things in #@£¤@=;-,,
¨.-^§§£##@ my pockets. @##£§§^-.¨
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.,¨.~«»%@# backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my #@%»«~.¨,.
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.:-/§$£### my mom is here now. i ask her for some ###£$§/-:.
,^«^§@@¶## particle board for it to dry on, but ##¶@@§^«^,
..-*=*§¶@# she is worried and wants me to #@¶§*=*-..
,,«=**@@ throw it away. @@#&**=«,,
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