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&,&,&,&,&,                  fat cap                 ,&,&,&,&,&
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&,&,&,&,&, ,,,,,  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  ,,,,, ,&,&,&,&,&
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&,&,&,&,&, in gardens among stones  along the river ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&, grows  the  mushroom. between ferns  and ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, horsemint grows the mushroom. along  the ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&, creek,  with  a  reddish cap  and  white ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, stem and quirky gleam in its  eyes grows ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&,              the mushroom.               ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&,&,&,&, i am dreaming.  a  package has  arrived. ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&,&,&,&, through  the  park  i go  to pick it  up ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, from  a bitter  lady.  a slot in a wall, ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&, lady  inside, me outside  with  the rest ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&,               of the world.              ,&,&,&,&,&
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&,&,&,&,&, delivered is a ny fat cap,  a nozzle (or ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&,       "cap") for spray paint cans.       ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&,&,&,&, through  young forest, thin  and rubbery ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, whips shoot up from the  earth. kirskale ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&,    around my feet. concrete trenches,    ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, abandoned  gray walls. i  shall try  the ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&,             new nozzle here.             ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&,&,&,&, the  paint inside  comes  out,  it comes ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, like  a massage  shower, it comes like a ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&, thick and slow beam. rich with  red  and ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&,               gooey paint.               ,&,&,&,&,&
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&,&,&,&,&, doesn't  hit  anything.  it keeps  going ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&, and  never   reaches  the  walls.   it's ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&, forever  falling, but  nothing  will  be ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,&,&,                 stained.                 ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&,&,&,&, ,,,,,  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  ,,,,, ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&,&,&,&,            i think to myself:            ,&,&,&,&,,
&,&,&,&,&,       "new york fat cap" is weird        ,&,&,&,&,&
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