stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out