stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out