stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out