stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out