stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out