stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out