stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out