stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out