stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out