stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out