stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out