stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out