stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out