stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out