stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out