stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out