stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out