stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out