stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out