stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out