stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out