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&,,,,,,&&,                  fat cap                 ,&,&&,,,&,
&&,,,,,&,&                                          &&&&,&,,&&
,,&,,,,&&& ,,,,,  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  ,,,,, &,,,&&&,&,
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&,&,&,,&&, in gardens among  stones along the river &&&,&&,&,,
&&&&&&,&,& grows  the  mushroom. between  ferns and &,,&&,&&&,
&,,,,,&&&& horsemint grows the  mushroom. along the &&,&,&&,,&
,&,,,,&,,, creek,  with  a  reddish cap  and  white &,&&&&,&,&
&&&,,,&&,, stem and quirky gleam  in its eyes grows ,&&,,,&&&&
,,,&,,&,&,               the mushroom.              ,&,&,,&,,,
,,,&&,&&&&                                          &&&&&,&&,,
,,,&,&&,,,                  ,,,,,                   ,,,,,&&,&,
,,,&&&,&,,                                          ,,,,,&,&&&
&,,&,,&&&, i am dreaming.  a  package has  arrived. ,,,,,&&&,,
&&,&&,&,,&                                          &,,,,&,,&,
&,&&,&&&,& through  the  park  i  go to pick it  up &&,,,&&,&&
,&&,&&,,&& from a bitter  lady. a  slot  in a wall, ,,&,,&,&&,
,&,&&,&,&, lady  inside,  me  outside with the rest &,&&,&&&,&
&&&&,&&&&&              of the world.               ,&&,&&,,&&
,,,,&&,,,,                                          ,&,&&,&,&,
,,,,&,&,,,                  ,,,,,                   &&&&,&&&&&
&,,,&&&&,,                                          &,,,&&,,,,
&&,,&,,,&, delivered  is a ny fat cap, a nozzle (or ,&,,&,&,,,
&,&,&&,,&&       "cap") for spray paint cans.       &&&,&&&&,,
&&&&&,&,&,                                          &,,&&,,,&,
&,,,,&&&&& through young  forest,  thin and rubbery &&,&,&,,&&
,&,,,&,,,, whips shoot up from the  earth. kirskale &,&&&&&,&,
,&&,,&&,,,    around my feet. concrete trenches,    &&&,,,,&&&
&&,&,&,&,, abandoned gray  walls. i shall  try  the ,,,&,,,&,,
&,&&&&&&&,             new nozzle here.             ,,,&&,,&&,
&&&,,,,,,&                                          ,,,&,&,&,&
,,,&,,,,,& the  paint inside  comes  out,  it comes ,,,&&&&&&&
&,,&&,,,,& like  a massage shower,  it comes like a ,,,&,,,,,,
&&,&,&,,,& thick  and slow beam.  rich with red and &,,&&,,,,,
&,&&&&&,,&               gooey paint.               &&,&,&,,,,
&&&,,,,&,&                                          &,&&&&&,,,
&,,&,,,&&& doesn't  hit  anything.  it keeps  going ,&&,,,,&,,
&&,&&,,&,, and   never  reaches  the  walls.   it's ,&,&,,,&&,
&,&&,&,&&, forever  falling,  but nothing  will  be ,&&&&,,&,&
,&&,&&&&,&                 stained.                 &&,,,&,&&&
&&,&&,,,&&                                          ,,&,,&&&,,
&,&&,&,,&, ,,,,,  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  @@  &&  ,,,,, ,,&&,&,,&,
&&&,&&&,&&                                          ,,&,&&&,&&
,,,&&,,&&,            i think to myself:            ,,&&&,,&&,
,,,&,&,&,&       "new york fat cap" is weird        ,,&,,&,&,&
&,,&&&&&&&                                          &,&&,&&&&&
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