&&¨¨¨&&&&¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨ &&&&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&¨¨&&&
&&&&&&&&&¨ &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ WINDS ESKER ¨&&¨¨&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&¨¨& ======================================== ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨ &&&&&&&&&¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨ THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &&&&&&&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &&&&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨&&&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &&&&&¨¨&&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &&&¨¨&&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&&&&& KEPT ME AWAY. &¨¨&&&&&&¨
&¨¨&&&&&&& ¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨&&&&&& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &&&¨¨&&¨¨¨
&&&¨¨&&&&& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &¨¨&&&&¨¨&
&¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
&&&&&&&&&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&&&& BLUEBERRIES. ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&&&¨ ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&&&&¨¨ WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&&
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&&
¨&&¨¨&¨¨&& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &&¨¨&&&&&&
¨&&&&&&&¨¨ WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &¨¨¨¨&&&&¨
¨¨&&&&&¨¨& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON ¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&&&&&&&¨¨
&&&¨¨¨¨¨&& THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&¨¨&&&¨¨& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. ¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ ¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨
&&&&¨¨¨&&& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&&¨¨&¨¨&& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND ¨¨¨¨¨&&&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &&&&¨¨&&¨¨
&&&&&&&&¨¨ INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&&&&&¨¨& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &&¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨ POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨ IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨&&&&¨ AWAY. &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨ &&&¨¨&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &¨¨&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T ¨¨¨¨&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& REMEMBER. &&&¨¨&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&¨¨¨¨&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &¨¨&&¨¨&&&
&&&&&&&&&& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&&&&& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&&&¨ MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH ¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&&¨¨ THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED ¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&¨¨& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ GROUND ITSELF. &&¨¨¨&&&&&
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨ ¨¨¨&¨¨&&&&
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &&¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨&&&&&& NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&¨¨&&&&& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &&¨¨&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&¨ THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨ FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &&&&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &&&&&¨¨&&&
&&&&&&&&&¨ FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ¨&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ FORK. ¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&¨¨& ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨ AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &&&&&&&&&¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨ THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&&&&&&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &&&&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨&&&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&&&&¨¨&&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &&&¨¨&&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&&&&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &¨¨&&&&&&¨
&¨¨&&&&&&& ¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨&&&&&& ======================================== &&&¨¨&&¨¨¨
&&&¨¨&&&&& &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &¨¨&&&&¨¨&
&¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
&&&&&&&&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&&&& ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&&&¨ ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&&&&¨¨ ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&&
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&&
¨&&¨¨&¨¨&& &&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨