,^~†*%§¶## ##¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,^†%%§ §%%†^,,,,,
,^~†*§¶@## ##@¶§*†~^,
,,^~†*%§§§ §§§%*†~^,,
,^~†*%§¶@# winds esker #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§§¶@ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @¶§§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶## ##¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# there was this place that for two years #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,^~†%§¶ i couldn't go to. regardless how much ¶§%†~^,,,,
,,,,,^††%¶ discussed with others, or pointed out ¶%††^,,,,,
,,,^^~†*%§ on maps, i could not think of it when §%*†~^^,,,
,,,,,^†%%§ alone. i would often travel past the §%%†^,,,,,
^~†*%§¶@## fork, where a right turn would surely ##@¶§%*†~^
,^~†††††%§ take me there, but even then, something §%†††††~^,
,,,,^††*§@ kept me away. @§*††^,,,,
,,,,,^~†%¶ ¶%†~^,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@@ when i finally got there, after some @@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†***%¶¶ heavy subconscious battle i must ¶¶%***†~^,
,,,,^~*%¶¶ assume, the place was surreal. an ¶¶%*~^,,,,
,^~†*%%§¶@ esker, like a needle-thin rift out in @¶§%%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# the lake, but ten meters high and #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,^~*%§@ adorned in birch, willow, bracken, and @§%*~^,,,,
,,,,,~*%¶¶ blueberries. ¶¶%*~,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@@ @@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,~*%§§ walking atop that spine, i came to §§%*~,,,,,
,,,^†*%§§§ notice the view to either side. there §§§%*†^,,,
,,,,^~†%¶@ should be shores, of course, but i @¶%†~^,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# didn't recognize them. first off, they #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,^†%§§ were much too close, as the lake should §§%†^,,,,,
,^~*%§¶@## stretch for a hundred meters more on ##@¶§%*~^,
,^~†*%§@## both sides. but now i felt i could ##@§%*†~^,
,^^~~~*§§¶ almost reach out and touch them. and ¶§§*~~~^^,
,,,,,^†*%¶ then, when i realized which shores they ¶%*†^,,,,,
,,^~††%§§§ were, i had to stop. §§§%††~^,,
,^~†*%§§§§ §§§§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# they were of the right lake. but this #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@@ lake is large, fractured, and @@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# bipartite. like a pair of lungs carved #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,^~††%§¶ into the granite, and with no less than ¶§%††~^,,,
,,,^~††%%§ five communities anchored at various §%%††~^,,,
,^~†*%§¶@@ points. and so, studying these @@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# impossibly close shores, i slowly #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~~~†%§§§ understood them as belonging many miles §§§%†~~~^,
,,,,~***§¶ away. ¶§***~,,,,
,^~†*%§@## ##@§%*†~^,
,,,^~~**§¶ i examined the ridge, the treeline ¶§**~~^,,,
,^~†*%§¶¶@ above. was this what you saw opposite, @¶¶§%*†~^,
,,,,^††%§¶ from those other shores? i couldn't ¶§%††^,,,,
,^~†*%§¶¶@ remember. @¶¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§@## carrying forward, on the very tip of ##@§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# the esker, i found the ruins of some #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,^~*%§@ old building. there were overgrown @§%*~^,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# marble staircases, stone floors beneath #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# the moss, and strange slabs inserted #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,~~*%¶ into the slope like dams against the ¶%*~~,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# ground itself. #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# #@¶§%*†~^,
,^^^^~~†%§ sitting there, i could see across the §%†~~^^^^,
,,,,,^†*§@ narrowed lake my entire path to where i @§*†^,,,,,
,^~†*%%§¶@ sat: from the stairwell of my house, @¶§%%*†~^,
,,,~~~†%§¶ through the old woods behind the tile ¶§%†~~~,,,
,^~†*%§¶¶¶ factory, the bridge over route ¶¶¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶¶¶ twenty three and then back under it, ¶¶¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@# through the fancy villas, over the #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶¶@ fields, and then that right turn at the @¶¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§@## fork. ##@§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶@@ @@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,^~*§¶ and then the stairs up on the ridge. ¶§*~^,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# thinking back, this was probably it. #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~†*%§¶## hidden in a grove, there were stairs ##¶§%*†~^,
,^^~††*%§§ much like the ones i currently sat on, §§%*††~^^,
,,,,,,^†%§ old and worn down, that lead you up §%†^,,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶## onto the esker. the point of entry. had ##¶§%*†~^,
,,,~~†*%§¶ i insted opted to walk the path at its ¶§%*†~~,,,
,^~†*%%%%§ foot, i'm sure my experience would've §%%%%*†~^,
,,,,^†***§ been different indeed. §***†^,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,^~†%%§ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ §%%†~^,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@@ @@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,,~†%§ on the lake, there were people in §%†~,,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# boats. i wondered, could they even see #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,^†*§§ me? if i shouted, would they turn to §§*†^,,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# stare right through me? #@¶§%*†~^,
,,,,,^~*§¶ ¶§*~^,,,,,
,,,,^~*%¶@ @¶%*~^,,,,
,^~†*%§¶@# #@¶§%*†~^,
,^~~††%§¶@ @¶§%††~~^,
,^~†*%§¶## ##¶§%*†~^,