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¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§             ¨.=£¶@####@¶£=.¨             ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§         ¨¨¨..~£@ DREAMS @£~..¨¨¨         §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§             ¨.=£¶@####@¶£=.¨             ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                  ¨¨=¶=¨¨                 §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                   ¨.¨                    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                 ¨=§@#@§=¨                ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                    ¨.¨                   §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§             ¨.=£¶@####@¶£=.¨             §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                   ¨~¨                    ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                  A COST                  ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                (ANECDOTE)                §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                    ..                    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ I   WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM  AND DEAD ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ THEN  THE  FEAR   HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~.   ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                    ¨¨                    ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ ALL OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING  IN, BEING §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY  MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE  FROM, §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND,  AND ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ THEN  I REALIZE  I  CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                    ..                    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§              ALMOST MOCKING.             ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ I  FEEL  HELPLESS, BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL  ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY NATURE.  TURNING THE ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES  - AFTER §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ DOUBTING  ANYTHING OF  THIS  HAPPENED IN §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ MY EYES ARE  STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§              BUT I'M TIRED.              §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                     ¨                    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                 ..~=~..                  ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                     ¨                    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ I  GUESS?  I SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§              WHEN DREAMING?              §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ I IMAGINE  A PRICK ON  THE NOSE,  THAT'S ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ WHAT THESE  ARE. LIKE YOU  DO WITH A CAT §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ WHO COMES TO  CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
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