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¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§             ¨.^%£######£%^.¨             §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§         ¨¨¨..»%# dreams #%»..¨¨¨         §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§             ¨.^%£######£%^.¨             §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                  ¨¨§£§¨¨                 §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                   ¨.¨                    §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                 ¨§§###§§¨                §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                    ¨.¨                   §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§         internal visionary state         §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§            the spirit travels            §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§             ¨.^%£######£%^.¨             §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                    ¨»¨                   §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                  a cost                  §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                (anecdote)                §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                    ..                    §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ everything is completely  calm  and dead §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ slowly  start   to  piece  together   my §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§        consciousness and my body.        §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                    ¨¨                    §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ there are circles and crosses  inscribed §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ all over my vision,  pressing  in, being §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§     their internal logic changing and    §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ language, sentences  i can't  hide from, §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§            doing damage there.           §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ then  i  realize i can't  hear  anything §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§     because there's something there      §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§    already, droning everything out, a    §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§        particular microtonality.         §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                    ..                    §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§             almost mocking.              §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ escape. to crawl  on the floor searching §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ relief, such is  my nature.  turning the §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§    lights on does nothing... getting     §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ does  noting... but  time  does  - after §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ doubting anything of  this  happened  in §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§             the first place.             §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ i    don't   know    what    to    make. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§              but i'm tired.              §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                    ¨                     §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                 ..»^»..                  §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                     ¨                    §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ this  can happen  if you wander too far, §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§              when dreaming?              §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ i  imagine  a prick on the nose,  that's §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ what these are. like  you do with a  cat §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§ who  comes to close  to your sandwich... §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§