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###£†^~.¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨.~^†£###
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###£†^~.¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨.~^†£###
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####£†^~.¨                  a cost                  ¨.~^†£####
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###£†^~.¨¨ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ everything  is completely  calm and dead ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ slowly   start   to  piece  together  my ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨.~^†£###
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###£†^~.¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ¨.~^†£####
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####£†^~.¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ all over  my vision, pressing in,  being ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨.~^†£###
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###£†^~.¨¨ then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨      because there's something there     ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨         particular microtonality.        ¨¨.~^†£###
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###£†^~.¨¨ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨             almost mocking.              ¨.~^†£####
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####£†^~.¨ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ does noting...  but time  does  -  after ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ doubting  anything  of this  happened in ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨             the first place.             ¨.~^†£####
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####£†^~.¨ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ¨¨.~^†£###
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###£†^~.¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨¨.~^†£###
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###£†^~.¨¨ this can happen  if you  wander too far, ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ i imagine  a prick  on  the nose, that's ¨.~^†£####
###£†^~.¨¨ what these are. like you do  with a  cat ¨¨.~^†£###
####£†^~.¨ who comes  to  close to your sandwich... ¨.~^†£####
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