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†~-,,,,,,,                  ,,§#§,,                 ,,,,,,,-~†
§†~-,,,,,,             ,-†@#@####@#@†-,             ,,,,,,-~†§
@§†~-,,,,,         ,,,--~@@ dreams @@~--,,,         ,,,,,-~†§@
#@§†~-,,,,             ,-†@#@####@#@†-,             ,,,,-~†§@#
@#@§†~-,,,                 ,,§#§,,                  ,,,-~†§@#@
#@#@§†~-,,                                          ,,-~†§@#@#
##@#@§†~-,                   ,-,                    ,-~†§@#@##
#@#@§†~-,,                 ,§@@#@@§,                ,,-~†§@#@#
@#@§†~-,,,                    ,-,                   ,,,-~†§@#@
#@§†~-,,,,                                          ,,,,-~†§@#
@§†~-,,,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,,,-~†§@
§†~-,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,-~†§
†~-,,,,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,,             ,-†@#@####@#@†-,             ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,,                   ,~,                    ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                  a cost                  ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                (anecdote)                ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,,                    --                    ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, everything  is completely calm and  dead ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,,,,,,-
~-,,,,,,,, slowly   start  to  piece   together  my ,,,,,,,,-~
†~-,,,,,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,,-~†
§†~-,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,-~†§
@§†~-,,,,, then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel ,,,,,-~†§@
#@§†~-,,,,    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ,,,,-~†§@#
@#@§†~-,,,                                          ,,,-~†§@#@
#@#@§†~-,,                    ,,                    ,,-~†§@#@#
##@#@§†~-,                                          ,-~†§@#@##
#@#@§†~-,, there  are circles and crosses inscribed ,,-~†§@#@#
@#@§†~-,,, all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ,,,-~†§@#@
#@§†~-,,,, almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,,,,-~†§@#
@§†~-,,,,,     their internal logic changing and    ,,,,,-~†§@
§†~-,,,,,, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ,,,,,,-~†§
†~-,,,,,,, language, sentences  i can't hide  from, ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,, forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,,            doing damage there.           ,,,,,,,,,-
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,,,,,,,,,, then  i realize  i  can't  hear anything ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,     because there's something there      ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,         particular microtonality.        ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,,                    --                    ,,,,,,,,,,
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-,,,,,,,,, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ,,,,,,,,,-
~-,,,,,,,,              almost mocking.             ,,,,,,,,-~
†~-,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,-~†
§†~-,,,,,, i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to ,,,,,,-~†§
@§†~-,,,,, escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ,,,,,-~†§@
#@§†~-,,,, relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ,,,,-~†§@#
@#@§†~-,,,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,,-~†§@#@
#@#@§†~-,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,-~†§@#@#
##@#@§†~-, does  noting...  but  time does -  after ,-~†§@#@##
#@#@§†~-,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,-~†§@#@#
@#@§†~-,,, doubting  anything  of  this happened in ,,,-~†§@#@
#@§†~-,,,,             the first place.             ,,,,-~†§@#
@§†~-,,,,,                                          ,,,,,-~†§@
§†~-,,,,,, my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,,,,,,-~†§
†~-,,,,,,, i   don't    know    what    to    make. ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,,              but i'm tired.              ,,,,,,,,,-
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,,,,,,,,,,                     ,                    ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                  --~†~--                 ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, this can happen  if you wander  too far, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, i  imagine a prick on the  nose,  that's ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, what these are. like you do  with a  cat ,,,,,,,,,-
~-,,,,,,,, who comes to  close  to your sandwich... ,,,,,,,,-~
†~-,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,-~†
§†~-,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,-~†§
@§†~-,,,,,                                          ,,,,,-~†§@
#@§†~-,,,,                                          ,,,,-~†§@#
@#@§†~-,,,                                          ,,,-~†§@#@
#@#@§†~-,,                                          ,,-~†§@#@#