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@@@,,@,,@,         internal visionary state         @@,@,@@,@,
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,@@@,@@,,@            the spirit travels            @,,,@@,,,@
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,,@@,,,@,,                  a cost                  @@,@@,@,@,
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,@@,,@@,,, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second @,,@,@@,@@
@,@,@,@,,@ everything is  completely  calm and dead @,@@@,@@,@
@@@@@@@,@, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i @@,,@@,@@,
,,,,,,@@@@ slowly  start   to   piece  together  my ,@,@,@@,@@
,,,,,@,,,,        consciousness and my body.        @@@@@,@@,@
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,,,@,@,,@@ then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel ,,,@,@@,,@
,,@@@@,@,@    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ,,@@@,@,@@
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@@@,@,@@@@ there are circles and  crosses inscribed @,,@,@@,,,
,,@@@@,,,@ all over my vision, pressing  in,  being @,@@@,@,,@
,@,,,@,,@@ almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, @@,,@@@,@@
@@,,@@,@,@    their internal logic changing and     ,@,@,,@@,@
,@,@,@@@@, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like @@@@,@,@@,
@@@@@,,,@@ language,  sentences i can't  hide from, ,,,@@@@,@,
,,,,@,,@,, forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and ,,@,,,@@@@
,,,@@,@@,,           doing damage there.            ,@@,,@,,,@
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,@@@,@@@,@ then  i  realize i  can't  hear anything @@@@,@,@,@
@,,@@,,@@@     because there's something there      ,,,@@@@@@@
@,@,@,@,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,@,,,,,,,
@@@@@@@,,, rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ,@@,,,,,,@
,,,,,,@,,,        particular microtonality.         @,@,,,,,@,
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,,@,,,@@,, my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's @,@,@,,,@,
,@@,,@,@,,             almost mocking.              @@@@@,,@@,
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@@@@,,,@,@ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ,,,@@@@@@@
,,,@,,@@@, escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ,,@,,,,,,,
,,@@,@,,@, relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ,@@,,,,,,,
,@,@@@,@@@     lights on does nothing... getting    @,@,,,,,,,
@@@,,@@,,@  outside does nothing... drinking water  @@@,,,,,,,
,,@,@,@,@, does  noting... but time  does  -  after ,,@,,,,,,@
,@@@@@@@@@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,@@,,,,,@@
@,,,,,,,,@ doubting anything of  this  happened  in @,@,,,,@,@
@,,,,,,,@,             the first place.             @@@,,,@@@,
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@,,,,,@,@@ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,@@,@@,@,,
@,,,,@@@,@ i    don't    know   what    to    make. @,@@,@@@,@
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@,,@@,@,@@              but i'm tired.              ,@@,@,@,@@
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@@@,,@,,@, this can happen  if you  wander too far, @@,@,@@,@,
,,@,@@,@@@ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,@@@@,@@@@
,@@@,@@,,@              when dreaming?              @,,,@@,,,@
@,,@@,@,@, i imagine  a  prick on the  nose, that's @,,@,@,,@@
@,@,@@@@@@ what these are. like you do  with a  cat @,@@@@,@,,
@@@@,,,,,@ who comes to  close to  your sandwich... @@,,,@@@,@
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